Just a great story, the actual feel of the clothes and the feelings in the mind are so well put sorry you have never written again but just think this is now 2021 and people still read and love your story  keep safe keep happy Wendy

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I really loved your story.  My parents found my "stash" and they never understood my.  Mom thought it was her fault, and I just rode it out without ever dressing again while I still lived at home.  But, when I moved out and got my own apartment, my feminine self started again.  I lived near a fantastic place where female impersonators would put on terrific shows, and I started dressing and going there to be the girl I felt like and could have a few drinks, and enjoy a show.  One of those "outings", while I was enjoying a show, two very nice crossdressers started telling me about a mmotel near by, that was a place where other  "Girls" could bring their clothes and change into their girl selves, go out snd have fun and come back and change back into their guy selves. They invited me to come over and meet some of the girls.  So, I did and we sat at the kitchen table and told our "stories" until the next thing I knew, it was daylight outside, and this was going to be a new experience for me to drive home in my girl mode, in the bright sunshine.  That was the first time I was ever out in the daylight. I could go on and tell many other things that have happened to me, but I am now 76 years old, and I moved to a neww town where no-one knew me and I decided that I was not going to hide in a closed any more.
I started going to the local Senior Center, wearing my girl clothes, I didn't try to lie to them and tell them I was a woman, I just introduced my self,and just let them know that I wasn't a freak or a pervert, I brought my Wife with me and told them that we had been married for 46 years, and I had a Son who was 50 years old, and more or less said "what you see, is what you get". I am very lucky, for I have made many friends at the "Center" and I know that there are some people that I am going to run into who aren't going to accept me, but I just try to be nice to everyone and greet them with a smile, and tell them how nice they look, or some other small talk, that generally I am happy, and I try to make everyone I meet happy too.  I am enjoying my life now more than ever, and enjoy dressing as a woman every day and carrying on my life "en-femme" everywhere I go.  
By the way, I am 6'4" tall, somewhat slender, with a small "pot-belly", I wear a clip-on hair piece, that matches my grey/blond hair, I wear sandles most of the time and I have size 15 feet, with my toe-nails painted and my fingernails too.

Oh, Rachael, your story resonates so thoroughly with me!  I also had a sister, 7 years my senior, who was so sweet and kind, not to mention, adorably attractive, who would have been the same with me, had I given her the chance.

I began crossdressing around age 10, but never told anyone, and was never actually caught, albeit a few very near misses!! (Ha)  I'm now just past 60, and I just shared my alter ego with her this past yesr.  She has blown me away witn her kindness and understanding about it.  I accomplished many things in my life in spite of living with gender dysphoria the entire time, including becoming an army Captain and decorated helicoptor pilot in the Vietnam War, and later. a successful business leader. She is absolutely flabergasted that I have been able to accomplish all that while carrying such a burden.  However, I have told her that I know I was created by God the way I am.  .......And God doesn't make mistakes.  

By the way, in spite of my age, I'm 5'9", size 8, and look 38 to 40 when dressed.  And, yes, I am a very "hot little number"!  So make friends with all of who you are, and enjoy a happy, successful life!!

Love,
"O Donna"

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Very good work!
I loved your story.
Kisses.

That was a beautiful story every boy should have a sister like that.
My sister loved to help me dressup as we shared the same bedroom it
was so easy even from a young age mum used to buy us matching clothes
she was2 years older than me and when she got her first bra at 10 and
she looked so georgeous in it i wanted one to so mum bought me one
and i loved it so much i wanted to wear it all the time.Idressed
as a girl almost fulltime except going to school.I often went out
as a girl with my sister and her friends we still occasionally go out
together as sisters we have always shared a close intimate relationship.

Very well-written and enjoyable to read.  I just wish there were additional stories from this author describing more of what has happened since the initial time dressing.  

I was sorry to see the comment about the parental discovery of Rachael and repression of Rachael that has followed.  Hopefully the story will continue once Richard moves on to college.

if this is really true i think its brilliant i wish i was like that brilliant more please

RACHAEL IS THIS REALLY TRUE? IF SO I WISH I HAD A SISTER THAT WOULD OF DONE THAT FOR ME BUT ME AND MY OLDER SISTER BY FOUR YEARS WOULD OF BEAT ME UP IF I EVEN ASKED, FOR ME AT MY AGE IT IS TOO LATE. MY MOTHER EVEN THOUGH SHE LOVED ME WOULD NOT OF UNDERSTOOD AND I NEVER DRESSED RIGHT. NOW I WOULD NOT LOOK GOOD. MY SISTER IS RESPONSIBLE FOR KILLING OUR MOTHER BY USING THE SYSTEM AND MAKING ME HOMELESS FOR FIVE YEARS EVEN NOW I NEVER KNOW WHETHER SHE SILL SEND ME THE LITTLE MONEY SHE DOES SO I CAN PAY MY RENT IN A HOUSE WHERE I RENT A ROOM WITH FOREIGN IDIOTS. YOU ARE LUCKY THAT YOUR SISTER DID THAT IF THIS IS TRUE, I NEVER LIKED MY CLOTHES AND I WAS BAD AT SPORTS AND WHEN I WAS YOUNG I WAS GOOD AT MATH AND HISTORY AND LITERATURE. IF THIS IS TRUE YOU ARE ONE LUCKY GUY OR SHOULD I SAY GIRL, AND I ENVEY YOU.OH MY FATHER WAS ILLITERATE.

Your writing style is extremely descriptive, and the way you relate your feelings about the caress of feminine undies and stockings is superb.
How lucky you are to have such an understanding sister, and to have discovered your need to dress as your true self so early in life.
Please don't stop writing, Rachael, you have a gift to share.

This is a beautiful word-picture story that leaps into heart of those of us who enjoy the erotic feeling of feminine lingerie and clothing. Many of us 'girls' would be envy of your initial dressing environment, but I'm glad you have wonderful memories to reflect on.

Dear Rachael,
  It's a year after your autobiography posting and I wanted to tell you how authentic and lovely it is, and the same for you, of course.
   I know now that your partents have discovered their dual-gendered son and that you have gone into the closet with Rachael.  However, all of us I am sure want to hear about your current thoughts aobut yourself.  My thoughts are that you are a true TS- the lack of erotic feeling in the clothing- the sheer joy of "right" that you experience as Rachael- the fact that Kim went along with it so naturally- tells me that you are truly a girl inside a boy's body.  What are your curent thoughts honey.  
Hugs
Mandee

What a great sister!  I think that is a dream of all of us who love women's clothes.  Very good writing style.

The story is true with only a couple of minor embellishments toward the end.  Rachael had never been out in public at that time, but she has now.  Sadly, Rachael was discovered by her parents not long ago and is rarely in existence anymore.

This is beautifully written, and really enthusiastic about the feminine state.  Please do tell us that is is genuinely autobiographical!

I am so envious!

Superb writing style, and very convincing as autobiography.  Hope it really is!  Marlene B.