Many transexuals know how you feel!
You wrote the true. Good work.
Silvia.

It's like you looked into my past, my thoughts, my very soul and recorded what you saw. I too, have felt this way as long as I can remember. I have prayed to God for this change so many times with no response. I can only hope that maybe I can be reborn in the next life as a helpless little girl, wrapped in a pink blanket and handed over to my smiling mother. Adorned in ribbons and curls and lacey dresses. How incredibly happy I will be the first time I notice blood stains in my cotton panties. The thrill of watching my tender breasts begin to blossom. AND THEN...having the boys start to notice my changing body. My first kiss, the first time I feel a penis hardening at my touch. That moment that every girl never forgets...the first time that a man penetrates my warm wet lips. I just know I'd end up being the biggest slut because I'd have a lot of time to make up for. Then pregnancy,feeling some mans baby growing inside me. I hope he likes kids because I'd want to experience that feeling of conception over and over and over again.

Amen sister!!!