How Allen Became Ellen

by Rhonda

Part 4

  

Ellen came down the stairs reluctantly, thus slowly. The girl he had had the hots for since she first showed up in high school was in his livingroom, and he was in this dress. She's gonna hate me, think I'm a fag, or at least strange, he thought. His impulse was to run up and hide under his bed or something, he didn't want her to see him like this. She had to know he was sweet for her, and the little smiles she flashed as she scolded him for his pranks led him to believe she liked him too. Maybe he would have a chance to talk to her alone and let her know what was happening, but then she probably already did. It seemed that evey girl in the neighborhood already knew about it before it started.

"Ellen, come on down dear, you have company" Gertrude yelled up the stairs.

Ok here goes! he thought, and smiled as big as he could force himself to as he came through the stairwell door. There was Vickie, the long red hair, the huge green eyes, the cute freckled face with alabaster skin behind the freckles, the perfect body, a regular Irish angel, and she was seeing him in a dress.

"Oh, you are the very picture of loveliness!' Vickie said. "That dress with the bronzed cheeks is striking, I never thought you could be so beautiful".

"H_H_Hello Vickie" he responded, his eyes fixated on the generous amount of cleavage showing above her blouse.

"Come now, be a lady" she said, noticing where he was looking.

"Coleen asked me to stop over and help you co-ordinate your wardrobe, and I ve brought a few things myself I thought you might appreciate". Vickie said.

She took him by the hand and led him into the diningroom where she put the bags she was carrying on the table. Reaching into one, she brought out a pair of light green earings and matching necklace.

"When Coleen told me which dresses you bought, I knew I had to help with this old jewelry of mine" she said. "My ears are pierced and I don't need these clip ons anymore, so I thought I"d pass them on".

They were pretty, and they did match the dress,but earrings? Though they would be pretty on that girl in the mirror upstairs.

"Tea anyone?" Gert asked coming into the room with a kettle and a tray.

" No thanks, ma'am" Vickie said, "First things first, and I've come to show our lady here how to match her clothing, but when I'm done we would love some wouldn't we Ellen?.

"Yeah" he said,

"Yes Ma'am you meant, right sweetie?" Vickie corrected him.

"Yes" he replied.

She took him by the hand and led him toward the stairs.

 

In his room, she looked around and located the closet. Without a word she went to it, looked in, and started to rearrange the clothing that was hanging there.

"Until you've developed a sense of color, I've put things together as much as possible, so that the blouses will go with the skirts behind them, and the ones that can be worn with more than one skirt are between the skirts they match." she said when she had finished.

"Who did your hair?, that is absolutely beautiful and fits your face so well" she asked.

"My neighbor," he said, unconsciously patting the sides as he spoke.

"And you like it I see" she replied.

Tears started welling up in Ellen's eyes, "I like you," he said, "And I didn't want you to see me like this I can't imagine what you think of me now".

"Now now, lets not cry" She said taking his hand in hers " I know more than you think about how you feel right now. Lets sit on the bed and talk a bit and maybe I can help you".

Such a sweet girl, he thought, I always dreamed of being in bed with her, but not like this.

"You've seen yourelf in the mirror, and you know you are a beautiful girl. In fact I find you more attractive like this than before"

"You do?? how can that be?"

"You don't look very nasty or threatening now, if it weren't for the way you acted and that you felt compelled to say something cruel, I'd have said yes to one of your offers of a date before. And I've let you dance with me at school, in spite of yourself."

"I've always thought you felt I was beneath you, and you danced with me just to let me know that."

"That's not the case, but a girl just cannot reward the kind of behavior you've displayed, I was turning my nose up at your displays, not you".

"Really?"

"If you were in public with me, could you act like a lady and not embarrass us both?"

"Probably, though I'm not sure how to act like a lady, and out with you?"

"If you promise, and promise to wear that pretty yellow dress I saw, I would ask your mother if it was alright to go to lunch and a movie, or shopping after church tomorrow"

"Go out with you dressed like a girl?"

"That's the only way I would consider it. but if it makes you feel any better I'll be dressed as a girl too".

Ellen couldn't help but laugh at that, "Ok I promise".

"Good, you do need some everyday bras and panties, the silk and satin ones are wonderful, but they lose their specialness if you wear them every day. But do make sure you wear them tomorrow., I will enjoy being out with you knowing what's under those skirts."

"Really, you're not bothered being seen with a boy in a dress?"

"I find it exciting, you're not the first boy in a dress I've gone out with, besides you look so beautiful and feminine that no one would begin to suspect a thing unless you act a fool."

She stood and took him by the hand, pulling him up off the bed, gave him a light kiss on his cheek, and said "Let's go down to tea, and chat with your mother".

When she heard them coming, Gert got up to head for the kitchen and put the kettle back on. They met as she was coming back through the diningroom.

"Well, what do you think Vickie?" she asked.

"There's some hope for her yet ma'am" Vickie replied. "I understand she is to start at the academy Monday".

"Yes, that's right" Gert answered, She should learn some manners there, or at least be close enough to them that some of them rub off onto her".

"Don't worry, Miss Lillie will turn her into a prim and proper lady ma'am" Vickie replied as the kettle started to whistle.

Ellen just stood by gaping as both women headed for the kitchen. In just a minute they were back, Vickie carrying the tea service and napkins, while Gert followed with the kettle and a tray of sandwiches. Vickie expertly laid the cups, saucers spoons and plates out for the three of them, while Gert followed with a tea bag and water behind her. As they sat, Vickie maneuvered so Ellen ended up in the middle between she and Gert. "Would our guest, be so kind as to offer grace?" Gert asked.

"Of course" Vickie replied. "Dear Lord, we thank you for your blessings on us, and thank you for second chances, please help Ellen not to squander hers".

Ellen was totally confused now, just what was going on here? Upstairs Vickie seemed almost excited at the prospect of getting to know him better, but here she seemed to be the mirror of his mother over the last day. Over tea, Vickie explained to Gert, the offer she had made to take Ellen out to lunch and to get "essentials" after church, and that they might stop for a movie if things went well. Gert said it would be good" as a girl as pretty as Ellen should be out and be seen".

As they finished , and started to pick things up Gert explained that they had to hurry a bit as she promised to stop by the MCMurtrys around 1.

"Boy will that brat Stephen be surprised when he sees Ellen in the light of day" Gert said, after she explained that he had had an eye for Ellen the night before.

"I bet he will" Vickie answered, "Ellen, could you please show me out?"

With that Vickie took him by the hand and walked toward the door. As Ellen opened it for her, Vickie gave him a pressing kiss on the lips and said "Until tomorrow, sweet one".

Ellen watched as she walked down the sidewalk, much in the manner that had gotten him called a slut the night before. Since there was noone else out on the street she must have been doing it for him as she quit as soon as she turned the corner at the end of the block. Boy, am I confused, Ellen thought as he went back in to the house. The only girl in the whole school that would have anything at all to do with me likes me better in a dress than as a boy, and everybody tells me how pretty I look this way. I can't get over how I look this way! If I can get Vickie to like me maybe something good will come of this after all. He smiled as he thought of her parting kiss.

"Come down off your cloud and fix your lipstick lass, or we'll be late" his mom said, breaking the spell.

She handed Ellen a purse, not large but adequate, with a long shoulder strap. It was white, with an applique on the front in several pastel colors including pale green. It would not be out of place with most of the clothes now in his closet.

"Put the contents from your wallet into the one in the purse, and also your keys, some lipstick and the powder Mrs Stuart gave you for daytime." Gert said, "And hurry yourself a bit girl".

He did as he was told, and finding a mirror when he unsnapped the applique, fixed his lipstick, which seemed to have almost melted under Vickie's hot lips, and was ready in just minutes. Gert had changed from the housedress into a nice green dress also. From her shape now he guessed she must have also put on a corset. How could she change, put that thing on and do her makeup in less time than it had taken him to put his corset on. As he looked at her, he could see why his dad might have been attracted to her 20 years ago. As they left and started walking down the street the 2 and 1/2 blocks to the McMurtry's house, he became aware for the first time how differently she carried herself out on the street than she did at home. He realized she had always done so, he just had never noticed before. As they walked down the block to several hellos from neighbors on their porches, along with several "who's the pretty lassie" comments from the men. She acknowledged them all with hellos and a brief "this is Ellen, she'll be with me for a while," and continued on checking her watch to let them know she wasn't being rude, she just had someplace to be soon. He also noticed that the wives didn't scowl at him like they always did before when he was forced to go with his mom in the neighborhood. Some of the younger men gave him a lot different look than they gave his mother when he caught their eyes. It was exactly one o'clock when Gertrude rang the doorbell. She gave him the quick once over that mothers do, smoothed the front of his dress a bit and smiled broadly for the first time in years, at least that he had seen.

Mrs. McMurtry welcomed them in and greeted them in her brogue, just 20 years removed from Belfast. As she waved her hand to indicate the chairs set across from the livingroom table, she said "Do sit ladies, tea or coffee Mrs Jordan?"

"Coffee for me, and a glass of juice for the lass if that's alright" Gert answered.

"Just cream for you as I remember, and I have some grape juice made up for Ellen, it is Ellen isn't it, let me call the boys in from the yard" She said as she scurried toward the kitchen.

It was just a few seconds before she was back with the beverages and a tray of shortbreads, and a couple of minutes more before her two sons came to the kitchen door.

"You look well Mrs. Jordan, and your daughter is the picture of lovliness, she must have met Mrs. Stuart as she is the only one I know who can work that kind of magic. She's done me over for occasions before." She said.

"Yes, Patty, Anna touched her with her wand, and she's much the better for it." Gert replied.

"Michael, Stephen, this is Ellen, the girl you fancied at dinner last night". their mom said by way of introduction, "The nice one would be Mike, and the hooligan is Steve."

Steve, his eyes the size of saucers, just stood and stared at Ellen as she sat in the sunlight coming through the livingroom window. Mike at least said hello.

"See he has no manners" Patty said, as Steve continued to take in the pretty girl his mom had invited over for him to meet. She was even prettier in the light than she was in the dimness of the restaurant.

"Put your eyes back in your head young man, you used to know Ellen as Allen from down the street, now do you STILL want in her knickers?"

He looked like his mother had hit him with a board, "No way I'm not a queer like Mikie is" was all he could mumble finally.

"She's come to show you what you may look like in a couple of weeks if you don't mend your ways, isn't that so Ellen?" She continued.

Ellen said "Yes, its' me".

Mike half whispered in Steve's ear "you wanted to bed a boy, who's the queer now, I can't wait to see you in a frock".

"Shut up you fag" Steve replied, bringing both ladies to their feet.

As Gert glared at him with fire in her eyes, his mother spoke up "Michael, you may stay and sit with us, Stephen, you go to your room now, I'll deal with you in due course, and we may go shopping a bit yet today".

Steve turned and left quickly, ohmygod she's serious written all over his face,and look what has happened to Allen, I didn't even know it was him.

Patty turned to Ellen "You poor sweet dear, I'm sorry for the way my son acted toward you and your mother, but I vow Stephanie will be much better toward you."

Michael grinned from ear to ear at the thought of Stephen in a dress.

"I've just the frock to start her off in" Gert spoke up "It was Ellen's first dress, a fancy pink party dress with three layers of petticoats. It is just a bit tight through the chest on Ellen but probably would fit your youngest quite well."

"That would be wonderful" Mrs McMurtry said " If you'll be home this afternoon, I'll send Michael by to pick it up and I'll put the thought to his father when he comes home from work. I still have some pink bloomers from my younger days, that would go nicely with a dress like that" she added.

The talk then turned to neighborhood gossip for another hour before Gert looked at her watch and said "MY my, look how the time has gotten away from us, Ellen needs to prepare and practice for her outing tomorrow, and Paddie will be here shortly so I know you have things to tend to."

"Call me after church, we must get together more often." she added.

"Yes, we must" Patty replied.

Then she hugged Gert and lightly bussed her cheek, while Michael did the same with Ellen, they said further goodbyes and affirmed that Michael would be by before dinner to retrieve the dress.

The walk back home was largely uneventful, except for the wolf whistle Ellen got from a pair of boys on the street that made him blush. That, and the goof he made by bending at the waist to retrieve a dropped tomato that produced a comment when the tops of his stockings became visible, were the only interruptions. They stopped at a couple of shops on the way to get fresh bread, some stew meat, and a few fresh vegetables. Ellen was caught up in noticing how differently the various shopkeepers reacted to a pretty young girl coming in than they did to Allen. The scowls, and the tenseness were absent, replaced by smiles and comments on his pleasant appearance. He was getting better at carrying himself, and with the shorter steps necessitated by the heels, stayed apace with his mother instead of getting ahead and yelling at her to hurry. Carrying the bags of groceries to his chest instead of by his side was different too, but when he tried to carry them the way he always had, the purse would slide off his shoulder. Again he noticed the pleasantness of the light summer breeze on his legs under the dress, and the swish the dress produced when it brushed against his stockings.

Arriving home, he put the packages down on the counter and turned to leave the kitchen to his mother. It had always been foreign territory to him anyway and the only thing he cared about the kitchen was what his mother produced in there.

"A good daughter would help her mother with the groceeries", Gert said.

Better be good he thought, as his cousins and aunt were due back shortly, and he would pay for ignoring his mom's suggestion. He unbagged the purchases, and started putting them away, not sure of what he was doing.

"The vegetables need rinsed before they are put away, and they go in the crisper, not on the open shelf honey" Gert said as she watched him.

"Leave the stew meat out, and I'll show you how to brown it and season it" she added as he picked it up and headed for the refrigerator.

He put on the apron his mother handed him, and watched her as she worked with the meat. After it was browned and put in the stew pot with the cubed potatos to cook a while, they both left the kitchen and sat in the livingroom.

"What else do you have planned for me today?" Ellen asked.

"Nothing much, you did well this afternoon except at the vegetable market, and I think you learned from that. Stacy and Tracy will help you with your grace, and if you are to wear the yellow dress to church and out tomorrow, how to conduct yourself in 4" heels. Gert answered.

"Mom, can I ask you a question or two without getting into more truoble? Ellen said.

"As long as its' not hurtful or one of your smart alec things, of course" Gert replied

"Its' about Vickie, in a way"

"And?"

"Why would a girl like a boy wearing a dress that she wouldn't go out with before?"

"Many girls appreciate gentleness and sensitivity, and feel they'll more likely find it in someone who looks the part. Appearance can surpass knowledge at times."

"What do you mean mom?"

She thought for a moment, then said "When we were at the markets a bit ago, for example, the clerks and keepers were probably aware it was you there with me. Even though, they were pleasant and smiling, there were none of the frowns and groans I usually hear when you are with me shopping. You yourself were more polite and reserved than Allen ever was, that, and your appearance made shopping a much more pleasant experience than it usually is."

"I just acted that way so to not draw attention to the fact I was wearing a dress on the street, is all"

"Ok, then that's why you flounced and drew attention to your hair in the breadstore"

"Flounced?"

"Flounced, when a girl stands with one hip thrust out to draw attention to her shape, and pats her hair with her hand upturned from under her chin, that's a flirt, when she keeps it up or repeats it when she knows someone is watching, she is flouncing her beauty, especially when she wiggles a bit after that".

"That's just the way I have to walk in these shoes if I hurry to catch up, and I was just trying to keep my hair from getting caught in these earrings".

"Sounds like an excuse to me, but we'll talk later I just saw your cousins' heads bobbing by the window and there'll be a knock at the door in a second".

Sure enough, his cousins and aunt were at the door just as his mother finished talking. He got up to let them in, but they opened the door before he got there. Stacy and Tracy were bubbling over as they entered, and Aunt Lillie was trying to reign them in a bit.

"We want to hear all about Ellen's day", Stacy said. "How was Victoria's visit, and especially what went on at the McMurtry's, there was a buzz around that house as we passed it on the way here".

"Now, young ladies, whereever are your manners?" Lillie said, "Niether of you even said hello!"

Gert said " Ellen can tell you all about it while you teach her how to move about in the higher heels she'll be wearing on her date tomorrow".

"A date? Her first day a a girl and she already has a date? Who's the lucky boy?" The girls asked jointly.

"She'll explain to you while your mom and I tend to the stew" Gert said.

Cupping her breasts, Stacy said "I go a month at a time between dates, and then all they care about is getting close to these".

"Stacy!" Lillie scolded.

"We're all girls here mom, we can talk can't we?" Stacy replied.

"It isn't really a date, and it isn't with a boy, Yukkk! Vickie and I are just going shopping after church is all" Ellen said.

"OOOHHHH!" Stacy said knowingly, "I hear she's a bit of a tramp, and likes girls as well as boys. You'll fit her well being both".

"Mind your tongue, young lady" Lillie said, "Victoria has always been a sweet girl when I've seen her, And such a beauty too". Adding "She was top in her class at the academy. A smart girl with her looks will go far".

With that, the two ladies headed for the kitchen to prepare the meal, while Stacy and Tracy headed upstairs to gather shoes together for Ellen to practice with.

"Bring the pink party dress back down with you, and the undergarments as well" Gert said up the stairs.

Lillie gave her a quizical look, and Gert motioned her to the kitchen.

"I think you'll see a new girl at mass tomorrow, wearing that dress"" Gert said.

"Stephanie?, I wondered how long it would take for that to happen" Lillie answered.

Gert recounted the details of the afternoon's visit to her sister who nodded knowingly as she went along, sparing no detail. Lillie made a mental note to check on opening a slot at the adademy's summer finishing school for dear "Stephanie" if it did indeed come to pass. St Catherine's Academy for Young Ladies was considered the elite school in the diocese, and in spite of a divorce, the headmistress was its' most influential woman. Many's the family that put their son in the school uniform to give them a step up in the world, and many more wished they could afford the steep tuition. There was, however, always room for a special case.

"Yes, Stephanie" Gert said. "Young Michael will be by in short order to get the dress. I can't wait to see it on display tomorrow".

"I'll make certain Stacy is the monitor for the section 'she' is in, Stacy has it in for Stephen anyway after that lockerroom incident this spring". Lillie said.

"I almost think you are enjoying this turn too much" Gert replied.

"What woman wouldn't like to have a hand in taming the two worst mavericks in the neighborhood?" Lillie asked.

While the women talked and cooked, the girls were in the livingroom working with Ellen on walking and sitting in higher heels, as well as coaching him on feminizing his voice. They also probed him about Vickie's visit and the events of the afternoon. Ellen was a lot more intent on balancing on the stilts strapped to his feet, and understanding the nuances of female body language. He didn't want a repeat of this afternoon's events to happen in a mall full of teenage boys and young men. By the time they were called to supper, Ellen was a lot more graceful and better understood how to control his movements and gestures. It was hard for him to realize that every move a girl made, and some she didn't, sent a message either to the boys or girls around her, or both. It was going to take a lot more than dressing the part for him to survive this in one piece and still a virgin. Just as they started for the dining room, Michael knocked at the door. Stacy ran to answer it, as she wanted to be first with the questions.

"Hi Michael, whatever can we do for you?" She asked.

"My mother sent me over to get something for her" he replied.

"It wouldn't be a pink party dress and petticoats would it?" she said, "Do you have a date you need this for?".

Michael blushed so hard his veins stood out, and he started stammering like a young boy caught in the cookie jar.

Finally, after a very pregnant silence, he recovered enough to say "I guess I may be getting a new sister, or at least that's what mother said as she and dad dragged Stephen off to the mall."

Tracy, meanwhile was making a big production of straightening, smoothing, and arranging the dress on the hanger and inspecting the undergarments in exagerated detail, making sure that Michael noticed her efforts.

"Would you like to try it on to make sure it will fit your brother?" She asked, still toying with the crinolines.

Michael blushed even deeper than before, if that were possible, saying "I said its' for Stephen, I guesss he is to wear it to church tomorrow."

"Yeah, sure!" both girls said in unison.

Michael hung his head and glanced over toward Ellen for help, but Ellen being Allen couldn't resist the temptation.

"I'm sure it will fit either of you, and you both would look just darling in it, so don't fight over it, ok?" Ellen said.

Michael rushed over and gathered up the garments as quickly as he could, tears starting to well up in his eyes, and left as fast as he could, with a mousy thanks said over his shoulder at the room in general.

"That was positively catty, Ellen , you're a quick learner" Stacy said.

"Is there a problem?' Gert said loudly still being in the diningroom.

"No ma'am" all three of them answered back.

"Michael was just overcome with how pretty the dress will look on his sister" Stacy said, with a wink toward Ellen that implied "you owe me one".

The five of them sat down to eat, the topic of conversation for the evening being the transgressions of one Stephen/Stephanie McMurtry. Ellen began to realize how vehement Stacy and Tracy were over the things some of the boys do to girls, and maybe why they seemed to get such joy out of the humiliations they put him through. Stacy recounted the several times she and her girlfriends had gotten sprayed by Stehpen's garden hose as they walked by his house in their school outfits, and their total embarrassment when the wet thin cotton blouses became transluescent exposing their underwear for the four blocks further to home.

"Wait until I see him in a bra, I'll pull the thing back 5 feet before I snap it" Stacy said.

"And I want to be the first to unzip his skirt and see if he walks out of it" Tracy said.

Until this moment Ellen couldn't imagine what it would be like to walk home with wet hair and streaked makeup, or the vulnerability of clothing that fastened in back. The feeling of a soggy spitball in your cleavage, or being tripped with no pant legs to protect your knees, or falling on top of whatever you were carrying because it was in front of you, began to sound like terrible events rather than the harmless pranks he had always felt they were. The fact that none of the things they cited as the evils of the adolescent gender gap were alien to him wasn't wasted. He also learned that Stacy had it in for Michael for kissing a boy she was hoping would ask her to one of the school dances, and that after she had relented and let him kiss her not ten minutes before. Aunt Lillie concluded that a semester at St. Catherine's should be mandatory for every male in the diocese, dressed appropriately of course. Ellen winced, knowing that his "semester" was to start the following Monday.

Finally and uncomfortable meal came to an end, and Ellen was notified she was to help the other girls in the kitchen. They quiclky put away the remnants of the meal and cleaned the dining table off, and after a few adjustments for the 'novice', got the dishes done and put away. Ellen was ready to become the Saturday night couch potato that he had always been,but with his cousins here for the night he had an ominous feeling that was not to be.

"Ellen, you were rather quiet at dinner, probably the only meal I've eaten where you didn't interrupt everyone to impart your infinite wisdom" Aunt Lillie said.

"Well, what could I say, no one ever pulled down my skirt or hooked the back of my dress in my belt" he said.

"Stephen said he got the idea of the mousetrap on the nipple from you" Stacy said.

"I did get some very good news today. Victoria decided to accept the full scholarship to the state university, since they will allow her to do her freshman year at the branch here in town, and they will allow her to start a week late due to her vacation trip to Denmarck in August. She was the valedictorian of your class at St Leo's also, but her letter, which she said I should post as an inspiration to my future students, gives the credit for her turnaround to the competence and comapssion of the staff at St Catherine's. She was a whisper from failing fifth grade before she came to us, a real mess with no social skills whatever" Aunt Lillie said.

"She sent you a letter?" Ellen asked.

"No she dropped it off at the house on her way home from here, and she and I had a little talk about her future. She confessed her fondness for you Ellen, but is concerned about whether the differences she saw today would be permanent. Unfortunately she is not able to have children due to a birth defect and wondered whether to pursue her fondness or her acedemic abilities. She is concerned with how dumb you appear, but I assured her that it wasn't for lack of ability, just lack of proper application." Lillie continued.

Gert touched her arm and gestured toward the kitchen, and the two of them set out for the kitchen. Ellen started to follow as they went past the door to eavesdrop, but Stacy grabbed him and pulled him back to the couch.

"If they wanted you to listen they would have said what they are saying here, ready for more walking lessons little girl?" She said.

"I thought you said Victoria was one of your 'special students' and wouldn't be interested in Ellen."Gert Said, checking back behid herself to make sure the three children were sill in the livingroom. "what's this about a birth defect, and fondness for Allen?" she asked, a little flustered.

"Being born a male is a birth defect, wouldn't you agree sister? Lillie answered. "She doesn't like Allen at all, but Ellen has caught her fancy."

"When she was here she talked about assisting Ellen in shopping and giving her a little protected exposure to being in public as a girl" Gert said.

"You were serious about Allen being Ellen permanently weren't you? We dicussed this and how difficult it would be to get him to accept what was happening without undue dire consequences. Well this turn of events offers a perfect opportunity to accomplish that and have it be his idea. Besides, Victoria will be a functional woman by the time she gets back form Europe, that's the purpose of the trip. She will have her own vagina, a transplanted womb and ovaries, and with the help of some newer drugs that aren't available in the U.S. will produce her own estrogen.

If I hadn't told you about her before, would you honestly believe she was anything but the prettiest girl in the neighborhood, and not the most desirable daughter-in-law around." Lillie said.

"She was the pefect lady here today, and as you said quite striking, but a bit coy about her plans for Ellen tomorrow." Gert said. "Yes I am serious about Ellen's transition, I've had it up to here with his miserable attempt at being a man, that's why I finally agreed with your plan. It will be better to have a reluctant daughter than a totally miserable son. Then, of course, if what you say about Victoria works out, it would be the best of both worlds, wouldn't it?" Gert said.

"We must find some time to talk further about this new turn of events. I have just the thing, Stacy wanted to go to the Kof C teen dance tonight but I reminded her of her promise to help here. Maybe I could reconsider on condition they take Ellen and Stacy watches Tracy like a vulture." Lillie said.

Why?" Gert asked, "I thought Ellen would be the problem."

"No, Tracy's parts have become functional and she has a serious urge to try them out for the last month, I'd be well on my way to being a grandmother if Stacy hadn't intervened." Lillie confided.

"I thought she still imagined herself the 'baby', she took a diaper off the stack upairs last night" Gert said.

"She has one on now, but if she had the chance, it would come off quick I imagine.' Lillie replied.

"Let me talk to Ellen a minute, she's not real fond of being seen like she is yet, but she does understand the male psyche, and might be able to assist in protecting Tracy's virginity." Gert said.

"That's long gone, when she was 10, but now her periods have started and it matters" Lillie replied. "If her chest develops like Stacy's I'll have more boys on the porch than flies on the screendoor this summer." Lillie said.

Lillie left the kitchen, and told Ellen that her mother needed to talk with her a bit. Ellen's 'what did I do now' look wasn't encouraging, but he got up and did as asked. Gert explained the situation to him, at least as far as his cousins, and convinced him it would be a good thing to do to help Stacy out, and practice for being with Victoria. As far as Tracy was concerned, if she wanted to get laid, he'd be her pimp, but being able to impress Victoria tomorrow might be worth the experience. This was a teen dance afterall, and nobody his age ever went to them, they were kiddie shows, and so heavily chaperoned that there would probably be an adult with a stern face for every kid with a smile. It might be nice to chaperone this one, as he thought I can get away with a lot more dressed like this than Allen ever could, and now I look like I'm 20 or so, it could be fun.

"Ok, tell aunt Lillie I'll be her rent-a-nun for the night, but I don't want to make it a habit, get it, habit?." Ellen said.

"Ellen, watch yourself" Gert answered. "You've had a good day don't throw it away now."

The two women talked for a minute, then Lillie announced the news to the girls. Stacy was happy, Tracy was estatic, but Ellen was aprehensive. The three of them went up to change clothes and get ready. Ellen went into his room to see if he could find something he felt would be ok to wear there, and Stacy stuck her head in to see if he needed help. He looked through the closet and realized how easy this would be, as Vickie had it set up so neatly. He selected a floral skirt, and the sleeveless blouse next to it. Holding them up to himself in front of the mirror he could see that the pale blue of the blouse was the dominant color of the skirt also. He also noticed that the skirt was 3 or 4 inches shorter than the slip he had on with the green dress. He found a white lace one that was the right length and a pair of light blue heeled sandals.

He quickly changed and looked in the mirror to see the result. He was immediately glad he decided to wear a slip, as the skirt was a lot lighter than it appeared on the hanger. He then took the bag marked 'evening' and a hairbrush off the dresser and headed for the bathroom. The sisters had neglected to shut the door to their room, figuring they would be ready much before Ellen, he tried not to peek, but still got an eyefull of Stacy in her bra and panties, and Tracy in a bra and diaper. He tried not to make any noise but they could hear him giggle as he headed in to do his hair and face. He remembered the instructions Mrs. Stuart had given him on color selection and what went where, and did a fairly decent job. He was just brushing his hair into place when Stacy arrived. She gave him the quick once over, cleaned up the overage of his lipstick and smiled. She was hoping he would screw up and say something she could turn on him, but he just smiled, if someone was going to say something it would be her he thought, and he would just agree.

"A peeping tom, I see" Stacy finally said.

"No, I didn't think you would leave your door open while you were undressed, but then its' just us girls up here anyway right?" Ellen replied.

"Right, just us girls" she echoed. There had to be something she could bait him with.

"And what have you to say about Tracy's diaper?" she asked.

"She has a diaper on?, I didn't notice." Ellen said.

"Then why did you giggle?" she asked, pressing.

"You were popping out of your bra" he replied. " I was thinking of offering you one of mine to see if it fit better. And I found it funny that I of all people would be thinking of lending you a bra."

That disarmed her, damn she thought "Would you, yours are a lot prettier than the ones I brought, and I noticed a couple of them are c cups." she finally said.

"Yeah sure," he said, "Vickie moved them around a bit, but I can show you where the bigger ones are."

They went back to his room, he opened the drawer where they had been put and held two up.

"Black or red?" he said.

"Black" she replied, "Mom never let me wear a black bra before, just white ones."

With that, she took her blouse and bra off and held her arms out toward him. He struggled, but didn't stare too much, and kept a straight face. He put the red one back and slid the black one up her arms, positioned her breasts in the cups went behind her and hooked it for her. He then led her over to the mirror to see the results. The band was a little tight, but the cups were perfect and the underwires gave her lift and cleavage unlike any of the bras she owned. She started to put her blouse on, but quickly took it off again as both of them realized at the same time that if she didn't want everyone to know the color of her undies, a camisole was in order. She turned to say something to Ellen, but Ellen was already headed to the closet. In a couple of seconds Ellen emerged with two of them, a beige one with a wide lace band across each side of the bodice, and a white one with a loop lace trim along the neck. He looked at them for a second and held out the beige one, Stacy nodded agreement, took it and quickly put it on. After she got her blouse back on and checked herself in the mirror, she nodded her approval. He came up and buttoned one button more than she had.

"Better wait until the moms are gone to do that" He said.

"I give up! Why are you being so nice all of the sudden?" she asked.

"You helped me get dressed last night, I was just returning the favor, besides you're keeping my secret aren't you?" He said.

Just then Tracy appeared, "What secret?' she said.

"That you are wearing a diaper to a teen dance" Stacy answered.

Tracy turned a deep red, and went back to her room, slamming the door. She came out a couple of minutes later.

"There, is that better?" Tracy said, lifting her skirt to show she had panties on.

"You can cover your ass with whatever you like, baby sister" Stacy replied.

She took Ellen by the hand and led him toward the stairs, leaving Tracy to herself and the mirror.

"I'll thank you properly after everyone's asleep, besides you'll need practice before Vickie gets you, you're a virgin right?" She said as soon as they were out of Tracy's earshot.

Ellen's eyes went wide open, he didn't say anything, but had to stop and recover a minute before they went the rest of the way down.

"Any trouble up there?' Gert asked, "I thought I heard raised voices up there".

"Only baby Tracy having one of her tantrums when I told her her diaper showed" Stacy replied.

"Ellen can take the car and drive you to the dance, and make sure you are all back by 11" Gert said.

"You know the rules, one of you must keep Tracy in eyesight at all times, she's been a bit of a problem lately" Lillie added.

Fortunately, there was no hurry, it was only 7:30 and the dance was only a mile away, as Tracy spent a good 10 minutes putting on makeup.

Stacy, followed by Ellen giggled as they saw Lillie's eyes light up when her youngest finally made her appearance.

"12 is too young to make your living on the street little girl, go wash that face now". Lillie said.

Tracy had found bright blue eye shadow, and very red rouge. Having overused them as well as the black eyeliner powder foundation and bright red lipstick she did look more prepared to do a clown audition than attend a dance. After a few more minutes Lillie had her looking more like a preteen with a little light pink blush and matching lipstick, but no eye makeup. Finally, they gathered up their purses and went out to get in the car with more parental words of caution folowing them out the door. Ellen found it a little difficult at first to work the pedals in heels, but soon figured it out and they set out for the dance. They were there in just 5 minutes. As Ellen parked the car they noticed the group of kids standing at the door, they were still early.

"You better behave yourself tonight or I'll kill you before mom has a chance" Stacy said.

"Why?, I'm a big girl now" Tracy said.

"If you get yourself knocked up, it isn't going to be while you're with me, and I know you spent an hour on the phone with that Robert character this afternoon." She told Tracy.

Then turning to Ellen she said " Two weeks ago I caught her in the back seat of his mother's car working her way through the third of the four boys there, one in her crotch and one in her mouth. Robert pulled out of her when I screamed at them and came all over his mom'd upholstery, but she finished off the boy in her mouth before she stopped. I only told mom about one of them, but if she's not good I'll describe the whole scene for mom and she'll get shipped off to a convent to finish school. Mom was terrified for a week as it was, until she had her period."

"Don't worry, I'll watch her like a buzzard tonight, its' all teenieboppers her anyway, and like I'm going to dance with a boy" Ellen replied.

The line at the door had diminished so they set out across the parking lot and went in. They found three seats at one of the long folding tables by the wall, which suited Ellen. He wanted to be as invisible as possible tonight. Tracy put her purse down and immediately went over to talk to a group of girls a few tables over. By her animation he could tell she was still upset about the conversation in the car. All in all the evening went well, he had to follow Tracy twice when she tried to sneak a boy into the ladies room with her, and fend off a few 15 to 16 year olds that asked him to dance. He listened to Stacy and a couple of girls that joined her at their table discuss the sexual prowess of various young boys in the room. He began to realize that girls weren't nearly the prudes he'd always thought. Between the three of them they could account for the lack of virginity of about 80% of the girls in attendance and almost all of the boys. No one had figured out that he was a boy, even in the gaggle in the ladies room when he went, and a couple of the adults thought he was a chaperone. Thank god for the voice training that afternoon, he was able to pull that one off. There were even a few kids a couple of grades behind at St. Leos that gave him the eye but no sign of recognition. Finally it was quarter to 11, and he gathered the cousins up to head home. Once in the car Stacy and Tracy started talking over each other in their critiques of the boys and girls thaey had seen there. He blushed a bit when Tracy told him about overhearing a catty conversation between two of the younger female chaperones, disecting his appearance. She repeated the "I bet she's got falsies on" line a couple of times for his benefit. Ellen was a bit more confident he could survive the afternoon at the mall with Vickie. He pulled the car into the garage and the three of them went in.

The three hours they were gone wasn't wasted time for Gertrude of Lillie. They discussed the possible courses his transition could take and concluded that if Vickie had her way he would beg to stay in a dress. The rapidfire heaping on of more and more humiliation seemed to have served its' purpose well as the only hint of backlash all day was the rent-a-nun comment, and he tried to make it look like a joke instead of the scathing commentary it would have been a week earlier. Even Stacy seemed to have warmed up to the new Ellen quite a bit and it would be nice if that worked out, giving Ellen a girfriend to help her through the ups and downs when the hormones fully kicked in. That was going to be the dicey part, coming up with plausible explanations for the changes as they took place.

The three of them came in much like one would expect from three girls just home from the first dance of the summer. They were talking over each other, and interrupting with 'no way'and 'I don't care she's still a slut' a lot. Tracy was a little put off that some of the girls called her outfit 'frumpy' and hinted she might not be old enough to dress herself yet.

"How was your evening girls?" Gert asked as they came into the livingroom.

"Terrible," Tracy said, "I had two vultures circling me everytime I got within 10 feet of a boy, and Ellen was such a wallflower. All she did all evening was run my friends off."

Ellen smiled broadly, thinking, I got to ruin her night and I'll get brownie points for doing it.

"Thank you for taking such good care of your cousin Ellen" Lillie said.

Tracy turned livid, "Mom" she said, and turning on her heel, added"Well, I guess I'll just go to bed."

Stacy gave her mom a rundown on some of her former students and how they carried themselves.

"Oh, and Julia is going to stay a girl through high school mom" She said.

"Julia, the one with the dynamite figure, isn't really a girl?" Ellen asked.

"She was just one of 5 I saw this evening Ellen" Stacy replied.

Ellen rolled his eyes, what was this world coming to, and more importantly how come he hadn't realized it before. Roberta, the kind of shy one with the cute smile was one of the girls he had tried to hit on at school. She had come in as a freshman two years ago in a skirt, and she was really a boy? There were the two tall girls that only danced with each other, and the kind of homely one in whose bed Tracy had lost her virginity two and a half years ago.

"This is more than I can handle" Ellen said, "I'm going up to bed."

Ellen left after a couple of good nights to his aunt and mother. He undressed, and put on the black negligee that he had worn the night before, but this time without the diaper. With the lights out he laid in his bed cupping his breast and trying to sort out everything that had happened that day. He was so engrossed in his thoughts that he didn't hear Stacy come in.

"Tracy is fast asleep, mom's gone home, and aunt Gert was headed for bed so its' just you and me now. Ready for your reward?" Stacy whispered in his ear.

"We can't have sex, were cousins" he replied, startled.

"And we won't" she said as she climbed into the bed and under the covers next to him.

"She's naked" he thought, as she guided his hands across her breasts and down her stomach.

"Boys in panties drive me wild" she said.

She kissed him, easily the most passionate kiss of his life, as she started rubbing him through the panties. It got the desired reaction. She then pulled his erection through the leg hole of the panties and took it between her legs, skillfully avoiding his natural urge for penetration.

While doing this she put her nipple into his mouth, and he began to suck on it, gently, and then more urgently, mirroring the urgency she expressed in rubbing his member in her crack. When she felt she had him sufficiently aroused, she turned around on him and took his hand. She guided him to her clitoris and told him to gently rub it. After she had coached him for a couple of minutes, he was doing it correctly. She was getting aroused very quickly herself as she started to stroke his erection with her tongue. She took him fully into her mouth and went down on him until his whole penis was engulfed. She rapidly moved her mouth up and down on him keeping pressure on him with her tongue while he was inside her mouth. It took just a few minutes until he started spasming and ejaculated into her. She swallowed this and started anew, with even more passion, as his fingers finally found their way into her vagina. In another few minutes they came together, both trying hard to surpress their moans of pleasure. Ellen felt a contentment he had never experienced before as she licked him clean and put his shrinking member back inside the panties. She then straddled his chest and asked him to clean her off with his tongue. At first he hesitated, then he reached around her hips and pulled her to his face. Though inexperienced, he managed to work his tongue into her folds and swollow the juices she had emitted. He felt totally exhausted, and Stacy laid back down next to him and pulled him to her busom. He quickly fell to sleep. When she felt he was fully asleep, she pulled his face from between her breasts and tiptoed back to her own bed. The post sexual buzz was ringing in her ears as she started to doze off.

"Was she any good?" Tracy asked from the othr side of the bed.

  

  

  

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