Mare's Tales             by: Beverly Taff

 

Chapter 4

 

Dr James had no sooner left us to our own devices when the door opened and Dorothy returned with some notes for veronica and some injections for me. She handed the notes to Veronica who held them awkwardly at her waist where her hands were still secured. Dorothy then smiled at me and prepared the injections. I had no idea what they contained but I was so restrained I could do nothing to resist. As the liquids disappeared into my veins I slowly went to sleep with a delicious sense of relaxation and calm.

It was several hours before I awoke again to find several drips inserted into various parts of my anatomy. One drip led into the dressings of my groin and Veronica told me it was a localised anaesthetic and immobiliser to prevent me having any sensations or erections in my penis. She pointed to other drips and explained them as a 'relaxant' or an intravenous feed or some other function. There was also a catheter into the dressings around my groin to carry away my urine. I couldn't quite see where it came from and veronica wasn't sure either. I was later to realise why she feigned ignorance.

Each of the drips had special knurled controls which Veronica could activate with her lips. The academy used some perverse ways to reinforce their pupil's subjugation and Veronica's being made to care for me without the proper use of her hands was simply another technique. I drifted off into more sleep.

As I woke again Veronica was sitting by the window reading a book about nursing and I whispered to her as I became more conscious. She struggled to get up. With her hands restrained to her waist she found it difficult and she wobbled precariously in her high heels as she leaned dangerously towards me. She finally got her balance and moved closer to me.

"Is it possible to have some water. I'm terribly thirsty."

Veronica teetered over to the water dispenser and pushed the fruit juice button with her pink little tongue. A carton and straw appeared from the aperture at waist height and Veronica extracted it awkwardly. Holding it close to her tummy she minced carefully back to my bedside and placed it on the shelf by my head. She removed the tab and deftly slipped the straw into the carton. She then leant awkwardly over me as she fumbled to lift the flexible end of the straw into my mouth.

"Thanks Vee," I mumbled as I greedily sucked the juice.

She then disposed of it down the waste chute and returned with the notes that Dorothy had left for us. Veronica was now wearing a tight nurses dress and I enjoyed the delicious pleasure of watching her beautiful bum gyrate under the sexy material. She didn't seem to be in any discomfort though and I wondered about her operation.

"Either you've recovered very quickly or they haven't operated upon you yet." I observed.

"They've put back my operation until you're better but they have had me constrained like this in the harness all the time to prevent me doing anything naughty. It's horrible," she continued, " I've had to go to Dorothy every time I've needed to go to the toilet or want to eat. You know what Dorothy is like. She's nasty sometimes and makes me wait."

A small tear escaped from Vee's eye and glistened on her cheek as she waved the notes angrily.

"I'll read you what’s in these and see if you can tell me what's going to happen to me because I certainly don't know."

I wriggled my wrist sympathetically as she nervously squeezed my hand then she started reading the notes.

"I'm going to be surgically 'corrected'; whatever that means, so that I won't be able to masturbate myself but I'll still be able to enjoy orgasm. It doesn't say how though and I can't, for the life of me, imagine what that would entail. Can you?"

I shook my head in puzzlement.

"No Vee darling, I can't. They mustn’t mean a clitorectomy though, for that would mean you couldn't achieve a proper orgasm."

The thought of that cruel and terrible punishment so feared by all women in the less civilised places of the world made both Vee and me shudder.

"Well what can this mean then?" She sobbed.

She laid her head on my breasts and twisted her head to face me as I gently licked the tears from her cheeks. We lay like this for a few moments gently comforting each other until Veronica eventually sat up again and resumed reading from the notes.

"There are some more instructions in here about how I'm to look after you. I'm not to release your hands under any circumstances and I must anaesthetise your penis every time you look like getting an erection. I have to prevent it or the stitches might burst. Furthermore, I have to operate all the drips with my lips."

With this, her lips trembled and then she burst out into hysterical weeping as the weight of the responsibilities she had been entrusted with, settled heavily on her slender young shoulders. I tried to be sympathetic and I patted the bed beside me with my hand. She struggled onto the table and lay alongside me with her leg locked over me to avoid falling off. As we gently nuzzled each other’s cheeks we gradually drifted off into sleep. We were still entwined together when Dorothy discovered us later that evening.

We spent the rest of that week thus employed as Dr James and the Mistresses regularly checked my progress. All the time Veronica attended upon my simple needs whilst Dorothy treated my dressings and injections.

Finally, after several weeks, Dr James arrived one morning to remove my bandages for good. They carefully fixed a little screen like a stiff ballerinas tutu then she gently undid the dressings in the company of Miss Lane, Dorothy and Veronica. I noticed them staring wide-eyed at the new anatomy in my groin and I desperately wanted to see what had transpired down there. Carefully, Dr James tested my genitals.

"Does that hurt Beverly?" She asked.

"Not a lot," I replied, "except when you squeeze like that. Ouch!"

"Good. How about that?"

I gave a little gasp and a twitch before gently thrusting my pelvis upwards. She removed her hand and I pouted a little with disappointment as she smiled softly into my eyes.

"Excellent Beverly. I'm going to loosen your ankle and thigh restraints. Then I want you to slowly open your legs."

As the buckles came free I slowly spread my legs. Once they were fully parted, Dr James gently probed and tested some more before carefully lowering the end of the table. Gently, like a blacksmith with a nervous young filly, she guided my legs to the floor.

"Put the weight slowly on your right leg until you are fully supporting that side of your body."

I followed her instructions and shivered as 'pins and needles’ ran up my leg. Eventually the feelings subsided and I gingerly placed my other foot down. I was stood with my legs apart at the end of the table with my hands still secured behind me.

Like any boy, I felt vulnerable with my legs apart and I tried to close my legs again. Dr James held them apart and gently exerted an upward pressure into my groin.

"Don't be frightened Beverly. You can't be hit in the balls anymore because they are safely tucked up inside out of harms way. However; if I squeeze like that you’ll feel something."

"Ouch," I squeaked again and trembled nervously.

"That’s OK Beverly, only I know exactly where to squeeze. Your testicles are well hidden from normal attack."

She then pressed where I thought my balls should have been and I simply felt a nice twitchy sensation as my newly formed vulva lips reacted. Dr James then motioned Veronica between my legs and instructed her to lick and kiss around my newly fashioned vulva and labia. The stretching sensations gradually eased as my new genitals responded and I felt soft fluttering waves of pleasure pulsing from my crotch. Dr James and Veronica crouched down out of view between my legs and I heard her whispering instructions. I strained to hear and see what was going on but all to no avail. Veronica related what she had said later.

"That large red plastic thing is the ‘keeper’ because it keeps her newly formed vagina and lips from becoming conjoined again. It is actually a very large vibrating dildo and now that it’s wired up, you will be able to operate it with this little gadget. It's quite safe as it's only twelve volts. Go on try it."

They helped me back on the table then Veronica gently mouthed and tickled my vulva with her lips and tongue. As my juices started to flow, Veronica then activated the dildo. I suddenly felt ecstatic sensations that I had never experienced before as my whole groin area started to pulse and flutter with throbbing waves of pleasure.

Dr James stabilised the table as my hips started to buck and thrash in reaction to the pulsating throb in my groin. As I lay on my back again my nipples started to harden and swell unmercifully as the engorged tissue became desperate for relief. Dr James studied my state and then motioned to Miss Lane. They each gently took a nipple in their lips and rolled it softly to and fro. I could only lie helplessly as they enjoyed their ministrations. My poor cock started to stiffen but Dr James rapidly numbed it with the drip and it subsided again, senseless to anything.

"That's just to prevent our gentleman friend from interfering with our all girl proceedings Beverly," smiled the doctor, "I still have to run some checks upon the scar tissue before we test him."

I tried to peer over the 'tutu - screen’ but failed to see anything as my penis became flaccid again in response to the anaesthetic. This most peculiar sensation of a rapidly approaching orgasm and stiff, swollen, excited nipples caused me to realise that I was enjoying a full blown female orgasm. My whole being became suffused with a tingling glow as my groin, pelvis, and breasts enjoyed wave after wave of ecstatic palpitations. My male psyche tried to 'feel' for sensations in my penis and I tried to thrust my hips as though ejaculating like a male but it was all to no avail.

My newly formed female parts had achieved complete control at this juncture and I orgasmed, as any girl should. Veronica continued to suck and lick at my secretions as they squeezed and splattered from my vagina past the buzzing dildo and into her greedy mouth. Finally, as the shocks subsided throughout my whole body, Veronica finished her activities below and crawled up the operating table to kiss me.

It was the first taste of my own girl juices that I'd ever experienced and I forced my tongue deep into Veronica’s mouth to savour the strange new part of my future. The sharing of my love juice seemed to signal an even deeper bond of friendship and newly found sisterhood between us. As we dallied over our lingering kiss Dr James, who had still been gently suckling my nipple, leaned over and switched off the dildo. She gently admonished Veronica for letting it run.

"You must be Careful Veronica, Beverly is nowhere near ready for multiple orgasms yet. Her scar tissue and glands have still to heal and adjust. Nor is her psyche ready yet for the delicious rigours of multiple female orgasm."

After deactivating the dildo she returned to my face where Vee and I were still enjoying our kiss.

"I think it's about time that Veronica enjoyed an orgasm. Don't you Miss Beverly?"

So saying, she gently separated us and carefully guided one of veronicas nipples into my mouth. She motioned to Miss Lane to start another dildo in Veronica’s bottom whilst she gently gripped Veronicas other nipple in her own lips. The vaginal guard however, still prevented her from administering any attentions to her vulva, vagina or clitoris. Together, we three brought Veronica to a none-clitoral orgasm. Veronica twitched and whimpered with frustration until she finally orgasmed in the, by now, familiar fashion. As she lay down recovering, Dorothy dressed her then fed us both whilst Dr James and Miss Lane explained the next step of my recovery.

"In a few more days Miss Beverly, we will see how you swing both ways. For now, however, your penis must still not become erect. We will continue to stimulate you thus to firmly establish the sensations and nature of the female orgasm in your psyche. This will help you to easily enter the realms of womanhood proper. You really will become bi-sexual in every sense of the word.

I'm really excited by these prospects. It really is virgin territory for us all but especially for my researches into sexuality. Believe me Beverly, I’m taking great care of you from now on because you’re very very special."

 

Doctor James stroked my cheek affectionately as she continued.

"Miss Veronica here will continue to attend to your needs as she has done so successfully since your operation."

She then turned to Veronica.

"My reasons for delaying Beverly's erections will eventually become clear to you after you have had your corrective surgery. For now, it is paramount that Beverly enjoys only female orgasms until her penis is healed completely. Is that clear Veronica?"

"Yes Doctor." Mumbled Veronica as she averted her eyes nervously.

"If, when I return, I find any damage to Beverly's male parts then the subsequent consequences to your corrective surgery will be all the more severe."

With this threat hanging over us, Dr James and Miss Lane left the ward. Miss Williams and Dorothy then transferred me to a private dormitory that doubled as a convalescence ward. There I was re-secured to a larger bed and the groin dressings replaced. The penis anaesthetic was replaced and arranged again so that Veronica could operate it with her mouth. Thus were Veronica and I ensconced in the dormitory where she could attend to all my feminine needs and treatments whilst Dorothy was to double as a nurse and maid.

Veronica thus attended to my dildo, drips and breasts and she had to gently pull a bell chord with her mouth to summon Dorothy when we needed feeding, cleaning or changing. Veronica continued to be restrained in her harness with her hands attached to the waist belt.

Thus we remained for the rest of my convalescence; me achieving daily female orgasms via Veronicas attentions to my nipples and dildo whilst she became daily more sensitive to her nipple induced orgasms every time I gently sucked and caressed her nipples with my tongue and lips.

Slowly, as the days passed I gradually lost the pains and aching in my penis. I eagerly awaited Dr James's return to find out what my new male sensations would feel like after the surgery. In the meantime however, I had to tell Veronica whenever I was getting an erection so that she could activate the anaesthetic drip with her lips and thus numb my penis. Nights of course were the most difficult times, because of the dangers of an erection in my sleep.

Veronica partially solved this by lying alongside me and gently holding my numbed penis in her extended fingers. She could just do this from the restraining loops of her harness by lying on her side and straining to reach me. This had a very confusing effect on me. The constant fidgeting, fumbling and touching by Veronicas soft delicate fingers caused me to keep starting erections which were then promptly turned off by Veronica activating the anaesthetic drip. My male libido and psyche nearly became totally wrecked during this so-called convalescence.

All through the long nights Veronica and I had to split shifts to prevent my erections. The shared responsibilities and weariness caused our deepening bond of love, trust and friendship to become permanently sealed.

For a long time in the future, whenever we became separated from each other for long periods, we would pine and break our hearts.

 

 

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