Please Help Me

by Louisa

 

Part 2

 

We walked down the stairs and into the hallway, Sue took her coat off the coat rail and I took my jacket, We slipped them on and left the house, I was glad to be wearing the jacket as it hid the outline of the bra I was wearing.

We got in the car and headed for the mall again.

We had only been in the car for a few minutes when Sue spoke again.

"Lee, I'm going to tell you what is happening, you will be able to say your piece, but you will not raise your voice or become forcefull, do you understand"?

Again I nodded my head.

"Well, you know that Debbie works at medicom, after we had spoken and decided that you needed to be punished, she aquired the drugs that I have been slipping into your drinks, it is an experimental drug that allows me to take controll of your mind and decide on your actions simply by telling you what to do, I now controll you Lee, you do have some free will, but if you ever do something that I don't like I can put a stop to it just by telling you to stop, the bottom line is Lee, I know controll you, you're mine to do with whatever I please"

Sue burst out laughing at my down trodden expression.

"you're kidding"? I said in a mellow tone "you're making this all up"

Sue looked at me from her driving position "Then why are you wearing a bra and panties Lee?? Is it because you want to"?

At that moment I become more aware of the bra wrapped around my chest, I burst into tears again, Sue burst into fits of laughter.

We pulled into the car park of the shopping centre, Sue looked at me and said "Lee, you will do whatever I tell you to do, you will follow me about the shops and do whatever I say, is that understood"??

I tried to fight it, but the only words that came out were "yes Sue"

We got out of the car and walked into the shopping centre, Sue headed straight for the lingerie department with me following meakly behind.

"We need to get you some new underwear Lee" she said as she pulled out a white satin bra and panty set from the rail.

"You will buy these Lee, take hold of them" She handed me the set and continued to rummage through the lingerie, I just stood there with the delicate garments blushing like a school girl.

" And these Lee" She said as she handed me another set, this time a peach satin and lace set.

"Lee, you will make sure that you underwear is matching at all times, do you understand"?

"yes dear" I replied, tears welling in my eyes.

"You need to have seven bra and panty sets, Lee, one for each day of the week"

"You have four sets at home Lee, so we only need one more" this time she pulled out a black bra and panty set, it had a red lace trim and a small red rose at the centre of the bust.

"There we are" she exclaimed triumphantly. "Now go over to the service area and pay for your pretty lingerie"

I looked at her in horror, I tired to root myself to the spot, but my legs seemed to have a will of there own as I headed for the pay desk holding the lingerie in my arms.

I got to the pay desk and place the lingerie on the counter, the sales girl looked at me.

"Oh! how sweet" she said, "I wish my boyfriend would buy me pretty lingerie like this"

I just smiled at her and let her ring in the purchases, I paid with my credit card, as I was walking away with my purchases in a pink bag she said "I think your wife will love that lingerie" I blushed again and headed back to Sue.

She was waiting for me with the biggest grin on her face, this only made me feel worse.

"There, that wasn't so hard was it"? she mocked me.

"Come on Lee, we need to find you some outta wear for work" I followed her like a lost sheep, she headed straight for the womans suit section, I began to panic, I got real hot and blushed heavely.

Sue walked over to the rails where the suits were on display and pulled out a sky blue skirt suit, my mouth dropped open wide, "please Sue" I begged "don't do it.

She looked at me, obviously reveling in my humiliation and embarresment.

"Lee" she said "This skirt suit" I burst into tears, right there in the shop.

"Isn't for you" My heart missed a beat and I let out a huge sigh of relief.

"Follow me" she snapped, I laid the pink bag on the floor and wiped my eyes with the handkerchief I had in my pocket.

"I said FOLLOW ME" she was not happy about me not doing as she asked imidiatly.

I followed her over to some more clothing rails, here she pulled out a pair of trousers, womens trousers, She held them up and looked at them, I was relieved now that she wouldn't make me wear womens outta wear and relaxed a little.

"Arn't these nice Lee"? she asked "Look how they zip up at the side and the way the bottom of the leg flares out a little, they're called bootleg trousers Lee"

She held the trousers up to me, they were of a light grey colour with a pocket on the rear end.

"Touch them Lee, don't they feel nice"?

I felt the trousers, the material was smooth and somewhat silky and very light.

"Yes Sue, they are nice" I gave in response

"Good, I'm glad you like them, because you will buy them for yourself, now take hold of them"

I began to panic inside, but couldn't stop myself from taking the trousers off of Sue.

"Lets see what else they have" she began looking throught the rails again.

"Oh yes" she said "these are lovely too" She held up another pair of trousers, much the same as the first but this time in a cream colour.

"You will buy these too Lee, take them" Again I meakly complied and took hold of the tousers.

Sue began to look again and found another three pairs, all a similar style but varying in colours, one black, one sky blue and the last one was a dark purple..

"Off you go Lee, go and pay for your new work wear.

I was really in a panic now I looked at Sue with pleading eyes but all I got was her sternly saying "NOW"

I turned and took one step before Sue said "STOP" I turned and faced her and let out another sigh, I knew she couldn't be that mean.

"You nead to go and try a pair on before you buy them" I froze in horror.

"Take the black pair and leave the rest with me, go into the changing room, put on the trousers then come out and I'll check you for fit"

I wanted to beg and plead, but instead I simply handed over the other trousers and wandered off to the changing room.

I went inside a cubicle and removed my jeans, my mind was screaming at me to stop but I couldn't help myself, I pulled on the black trousers and done up the side zipper, I looked at myself in the mirror,the bulge in the flat front was obvious and the outline of the panties I was wearing was clearly visible, I began to sob quietly.

I wiped my face the best I could and stepped out of the changing area just as a young woman was walking in, she gave me a concerned look and I swear I heard her giggle from behind me but she said nothing.

"yes" said Sue "turn around for me" I turned my back to her and she let out a high pitched giggle "Just perfect, now go and change back into your jeans then you can go and pay for your new trousers".

I went and changed again then came back out and collected the other pairs of trousers off of Sue, I blushed as I went to the pay desk, another girl stood there behind the counter were I laid out my dreaded purchases, She didn't say much except good afternoon but had a lovely smile, I paid for the trousers which were folded and duely put into two more pink bags then headed back to Sue.

I found her at the jacket rail "we need to find you a matching jacket for each pair of trousers, Lee" she stated.

She pulled a jacket off the rail, it was a cream one.

"oh yes" she said "very nice" she held the jacket out to me, it was buttonless, nipped in at the waist and flared out at the hips.

"Put it on, let me see how you look"

I removed my jacket, I hoped that nobody was looking, knowing that the bra I was wearing was clearly visible through my T-shirt. I put the jacket on, I felt stupid, embaressed and humiliated, I heard giggles from behind me, I knew I was on show to the whole store.

"Ok, thats good, we'll get four more in the same style to match the rest of your new trousers, you are going to look wonderfull at work tommorow"

I began to panic as she pulld out 4 more jackets, surely she couldn't want me to wear these clothes to work.

"Ok Lee go and pay for these now"

I went back to the pay clerk, again she just smiled, but this time it was a knowing smile, she must have seem me try on the jacket. I payed with my credit card once again and carried the jackets on thier hangers back over to Sue.

"I think thats enough for today, I will pick you up some more things tommorow while you are at work in one of your new outfits" With this she burst into laughter.

I carried all the purchases back through the mall to the car, as we drove back towards home Sue spoke.

"Lee, you know that I can make you do anything I wish you to do don't you"?

I did, I knew all to well, I nodded my head and my eyes filled with tears.

"Good, because when we get home you will take all of your trousers, jackets and underwear out into the back yard and burn them, you won't be needing them anymore".

Again Sue burst into fits of laughter and I into torrents of tears.

When we finnaly got home, Sue told me to remove all of my trousers, jackets and underwear from my wardrobe and dresser and dump them on the floor,including those that I was wearing, then to put my new clothes away. I did as she said then she entered the room.

"Ok Lee, now go and burn your old clothes" I begged and pleaded with her momentarily, but found myself scooping up my clothes and heading for the back yard.

I went out of the door that led from the kitchen and headed for the spot where we usally burned garden waste and placed my clothes down.

I stood out in the garden in just the bra and panties that I was wearing,I then placed old newspaper around the clothes and took a match out of the box, my hands were shaking from the pressure that I was putting on myself to stop me from striking the match, but I did and set it to the newspaper, I began to sob as I watched the flames take to my clothes.

I turned round and saw Sue standing there, laughing at me, with this the sobs turned into floods of tears.

Sue called me back into the house, "Time for your drink,Lee" She handed me a glass of wine, I knew what was in it,Instinctively I threw it to the floor.

"You little git" Sue screamed, "I'm going to make you another drink and you WILL drink it, while I'm doing that you WILL clean up the mess you have made".

I began to sob again as I got the cleaning stuff out of the cupboard beneath the sink and began cleaning up the broken glass and red wine from the kitchen floor.

"Here you are Lee, DRINK" Sue said sternly."AND don't think you are going to get away with that little tantrum!!, no way, you are going to pay for that, NOW DRINK!!!"

I didn't object this time, I meakly took the glass and began to drink "Good boy" Sue said in a softer tone, "you are all mine" She burst out laughing again and I sobbed harder.

I finnished the drink and Sue told me to follow her upstairs, we went into the bedroom and she told me to sit on the bed.

Sue then went to the wardrobe and pulled out the pair of cream trousers that we had gotten from the department store, she then pulled out the matching jacket.

"You will wear this outfit to work tommorow,Lee" she told me, I begged her not to do this to me,but she wouldn't have it.

She then opened the top drawer of my dresser and pulled out the peach bra and pantie set, "this will be you underwear for tommorow"

Tears began to flow from my eyes again, but Sue showed no pity, infact she seemed to be enjoying my discomfort.

"ok Lee" Sue said, "take of your bra but leave your panties on, then put your nightdress on" she indicated to the pink nightie laying on the bed.

I was having trouble undoing the bra so Sue explained how to do it easier "Lee, you will be wearing bras for the rest of your life, so you have to learn how to do this yourself, slip your arms out of the straps, spin the bra around your chest so that the hook and eyes are at the front, you'll be amazed how easy it is really"

I did as Sue instructed and then slipped into the pink nightdress.

"Lee, go and make us a cup of tea, we'll have that then you will be going to bed"

"But Sue" I protested, "it's only 7pm"

"I know what time it is Lee"she spat "and 7pm is the time you wil make a cup of tea and be in bed by 7:30 from now on, do you understand?"

I was sobbing heavily "yes Sue" I said with a bowed head.

I made my way back down the stairs to the kitchen, I could feel the satin of the nightdress I was wearing swishing around my ankles, it made me feel wierd, here I was, a fully grown man wearing a baby pink satin nightdress and have no way of getting out of whatever my vengefull wife has in store for me.

I made the tea and sat with Sue on the couch.

"Lee, while you are at work tommorow, I am going to get you some more things, it's going to be such an adventurous day, more for you than me though" she burst out laughing again "now!! off to bed with you, there's a good boy, I need to call Debbie and tell her how it's going" She began to laugh again.

I took the empty tea cups into the kitchen and put them in the dishwasher then headed up the stairs to bed.

I climbed into bed and layed there sobbing, I was to go to work in the morning wearing womens clothes, this couldn't be happening

PLEASE HELP ME.

About 30 mins later Sue came up to the bedroom.

"Lee!! why arn't you asleep?" she said.

I just looked up at her with tear stained eyes, sobbing gently.

"Oh!! I get it" she continued "you're worried about going to work in your new outfit arn't you?"

I nodded my head and the sobs got stronger.

"Well, Lee, I don't care!!"

She grabbed hold of the sheet that was covering me and pulled it off, exposing me laying there in the bed in the nightdress.

Sue burst out laughing, "Oh Lee" she said through her laughter "You look so ridiculous, So pathetic" She continued her laughing.

I was squirming, the humiliation was to much, again I began to sob uncontrollaby.

"Oh Lee" Sue spat "You're such a pathetic sissy, what I or any other woman would see in you I'll never know"

Sue threw the sheet back over me then told me to sit up against the headboard of the bed.

"Remember I told you that there would be a punishment for that tantrum you had earlier, well this is going to be your punishment" She grinned as she said this to me, I was shaking, I began to beg her to show me some mercy.

"Look at me Lee" she said, I turned my head towards her and looked into her peircing blue eyes.

Sue continued, "Lee, tommorow when you awake you will go downstairs in your nightdress and make a pot of tea, you will bring it up to the bedroom, while I am drinking my tea, you will go into the bathroom and take a shower, you will use the shower gel that I have left in the shower cubicle, I nodded my head, that wasn't so bad.

She continued "when you have finnished your shower you will pat your self dry with the big pink fluffy towel I have left in the bathroom", again I nodded in total compliance, understanding every word Sue was speaking. "You will then rub the body lotion I have left in there all over your body" I nodded once again.

"Then you will come back into the bedroom and I will check you for any unsightly body hair" Tears started to well in my eyes again as she reminded me of the fact that all of my masculine hair was now gone.

"If everything is in order you will then dress in your bra and panties" She pointed to the peach satin bra and panty set laid out neatly on the vanity chair.

"Once in your undies, you will go back downstairs and make me my breakfast, you will not be eating breakfast, but you will have a glass of orange juice, into which you will put this", She held a pill in front of me then placed it on the bedside cabinet. tears streamed from my eyes, she was making me take the pill that was causing all my distress, I was now to be a major player in my own torment, how could my wife be so cruel??!!

Sue spoke again, "It doesn't end there Lee, once you have cooked breakfast you will bring it up to me to eat in bed, while I am enjoying my breakfast you will put on your new work outfit" Sue pointed to the cream trousers and jacket hanging on my wardrobe door, "Then you will spritz yourself with the perfume that I have left for you on the vanity". She pointed to the bottle of perfume.

"Sue!!!" I begged, "Please don't do this, I'll never be unfaithfull to you again, I promise" I was sobbing like a child, but Sue was relentless.

"I havn't finnished yet,Lee" She stated as she got up off the bed and went to her wardrobe.

She rumaged around a little then turned to face me holding a white long sleeved blouse by the hanger, the blouse had white satin collar and cuffs, I felt the colour drain from my face.

"Hmmmmm, maybe I'll make your wear this as well" She said as if pondering and sealing my fate at the same time.

"Your bra would look so sexy showing through the soft sheer material"

"No!!!!!" I pleaded "Please Sue, don't, enough is enough, you're taking this way to far, you are crazy!!"

Sue looked at me with a face like thunder, "Crazy am I"?? She spat "Tommorow you WILL wear this blouse together with your bra and panty set and your lovely cream suit"

I burst out in tears, my mind was in turmoil, I tried to fight, believe me I tried, I even convinced myself that this was all a horrible nightmare, but the reality was that I was going to do exactly what Sue had instructed me to do.

Sue hung the blouse with the suit then came and sat on the edge of the bed again.

She looked into my eyes and spoke in a gentle voice.

"Don't even think about running away either, you will NEVER leave me and you will NEVER tell anyone about what is happening to you, now get your beauty sleep and look forward to the adventure that is tommorow" Sue stood up and walked to the door, she turned to me and winked, before turning out the light and closing the door behind her and bursting out into fits of laughter.

I laid down in the bed feeling the satin nightdress I was wearing rise up my legs and sobbed myself to sleep.

The next morning I awoke with the alarm at 6AM, Sue woke with it also, she looked at me a smiled a knowing smile, my mind was racing, I was doing my upmost to deny and ignore the words that were flowing through my mind, I began to sweat, my body shook and my eyes again started to well with tears of embaressment, humiliation and fear.

I looked at Sue, she grinned and nodded her head.

I slipped out of bed and headed for the door, my muscles tense trying to fight with all that I could, but to no avail, I went down stairs and into the kitchen.

As the tea brewed in the pot, I stood there in the pink satin nightdress with a lost gaze on my face, was this really happening?

I placed the tea pot along with a tea cup and milk jug and a sugar pot and spoon on a tray and headed back to the bedroom to serve Sue her tea.

"Thank you Lee" she said, "now you need to continue getting ready for work"

I went into the bathroom, removed the nightdress and stepped into the shower, I picked up the shower gel that Sue had left for me, it was scented with lavender, the feminine smell invaded my nostrals, I knew that there would be no hiding this aroma.

I finnished my shower and patted myself dry with the big pink fluffy towel as instructed then smoothed the lavender fragrance body lotion all over myself, rubbing it into my skin as instructed, tears of knowing shame again began to well in my eyes as I left the bathroom to return to Sue for my morning inspection.

Sue put her cup on the tray that was resting on the bedside cabinet and pointed for me to stand at her bed side, she had me turn and twist, raise my arms and legs and entirely checked me over.

"Thats fine for today,Lee" she said, "now continue in your morning tasks".

I found myself walking over to the vanity and picking up the peach satin panties, my hand shook as I slipped them up my bare, hailess legs, I could hear Sue giggling behind me, this heightened my humiliation embaressment and fear, I pulled them up to my waist then with shaking hands tokk hold of the bra, I paused and looked at it in my hands, the peach fabric was so soft.

"Lee" Sue said from behind me "Remember how I told you how to take your bra off last night?, well just do the reverse, you'll find it so easy" she giggled again.

With trembling hands I wrapped the bra around me and done up the hooks and eye fastening at the front of my chest, I span it round and slipped my arms through the straps, I felt a rush of shame shoot through me.

"Let me look at you, Lee, stand here beside me" Sue said.

I walked back over to beside where Sue was laying, my head bowed in shame.

"Not bad" Sue said as she adjusted the straps of my bra, "Ok, you can continue" she gave me a gentle pat on my satin clad butt as I turned and again headed for the bedroom door.

I went back down stairs to the kitchen and prepared Sue a breakfast of 1/2 a grapefruit and a bowl of musli, I then poured myself a glass of orange juice and climbed the stairs back to the bedroom.

I handed Sue her breakfast tray and picked up the little pink pill that she left on my bedside cabinet the night before. I looked at Sue with a tear in my eye, she just grinned at me and nodded her head, I dropped the pill into my glass of orange juice and watched as it fizzed and desolved.

I put the glas to my lips, I tried with all the power my will had not to drink, but it was no use, I drank the orange juice down.

I placed the glass down on the cabinet and walked over to the clothes haning from my wardobe, I took the blouse off of it's hanger and with my whole body shaking slipped it on, I realised then that the buttons did up the opposite way than the way my usuall masculine shirts did, after I had finnished buttoning up the shirt I took hold of the cream trousers and pulled them up my legs over my panty clad behind and fastened the side zipper.

"Lee" Sue said "Tuck your blouse into your trousers, we won't stand for any sloppiness"

I did as ordered, tucking the soft light fabric of the blouse into the cream trousers.

"Take a look, Lee" Sue ordered in fits of giggles.

I looked into the mirror at myself, I looked ridiculous, here was I, a succesfull grown man wearing obviously female clothing, tears started to stream down my face as I realised that the bra I was wearing showed through the back of the blouse and the lines of the panties I was wearing was cleary visable through the thin light material of the cream trousers.

Sue let out a wolf whistle before saying "wow!! you're looking really sexy,Lee" then burst into fits of giggles.

I looked at Sue and began to plead for mercy "Sue.....please!! don't do this to me!!

Sue's giggles just got more intense as she said "Perfume" and pointed to the bottle on the vanity, "spritz your neck, your wrists and behind your ears".

I did as instructed and instantly the femimine aroma invaded my sences, I whimpered like a puppy, knowing full well that anyone in close proximaty of me would be able to smell it too.

"Jacket now, Lee" Sue ordered.

I took the jacket off the hanger and slipped it on, it was very light, the combination of this and the soft blouse made me feal almost naked on my upper body, contrasted with the tightness of the trousers around my butt and thighs and the constriction of the bra around my chest.

"Lovely" Sue cooed before bursting into more fits of giggles.

I looked at her in despair, I couldn't believe she was doing this to me.

"Put your shoes and socks on now, Lee, then I want to talk to you before you leace for work in your lovely new outfit" Sue had a mocking tone in her voice, she was reveling in my discomfort and humiliation and the power that she held over me.

I put on my shoes and socks and sat on the edge of the bed.

"Lee, I know that you will have to leave your jacket on while at work, I bet you'rd just hate for people to see your pretty bra showing through your pretty blouse" She had a wickd grin on her face as she spoke, "you know I could make you take it off the minute you walk into the office just by telling you to, don't you"?

I began to panic, "Please Sue, don't do it, please, please don't" I was begging, pleading for her to show some mercy.

"It's ok,Lee, I won't make you do that" she said, I sighed with a huge feeling of relief.

"But, at lunch time, you will goto the food court at the mall, you will order yourself a chicken salad and a bottle of mineral water" She reached into the drawer of her bedside cabinet and took a bottle off pills out of it.She handed me the bottle of pills.

"You will keep these with you at all times and take one every morning before you leave for work as you did this morning, then another at lunch time with your food and another when you have your evening meal"

Again I was being forced into taking my own punishment into my own hands.

Sue spoke again "After you have got your food, you will find a table in the busiest part of the food court, THEN you will remove your jacket.

 

I gasped for air, I coudn't belive she was going to make me do this, I begged her to tell me she had changed her mind and to show some clemency.

"Ok, Lee" she said, I sighed again, waiting in anticipation to hear the words that would save me from a humiliation that I coudn't even imagine. "Get your briefcase and goto work, bye Lee, have a wonderfully exciting day"

I began to sweat, she hadn't revoked her words to me, I found my self walking down the stairs a picking up my car keys and breifcase.

I could hear Sue laughing up in the bedroom as my trembling hands reached for the door knob and twisted it, I was fighting with all my vigour to resist, I didn't want to go outside dressed like I was, eventually my wil snapped and the door swung open, I had the sound of Sue's laughter ringing in my head as I stepped outside and the door closed behind me.

 

 

 

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