Sissy Bobbie

by Catherine Murray

 

January 23, 2003. That was the date at the top of the newspaper. That was the day I found out Mary Anthony was no longer here. She had died, the paper said in a car wreck. I hope she went quick. I turned off the computer.

The obituary said she was a former dental assistant and active in St Mary's church. That was the clincher. Mary Anthony, dental Assistant, Churchgoer. I was sure it was her. I cried as my mind filled with memories of my childhood.

I couldn't have been five years old, sitting at my mothers side in the pew, 9:30 mass at St Marys church. This was the Mass that my father supervised the collection and assisted people to their seats.

I saw my mother poke my older sister and say "There she is, look at that outfit. That hat looks great on her, I wonder how many she has. I looked up and saw Mary walking into church. She was a real glamour girl, an original in that small conservative New England town where I grew up. There was nothing unusual about this. I heard the same thing every Sunday as far back as I could remember. "Look at Mary". I never saw her wear the same hat twice. I always noticed things like that. After church she would always hug me, tell me how cute I was and I wish I had those eye lashes, things like that. She was always my friend. In addition to seeing her every sunday I would see her at her work. Our family went to the dentist she worked for.

I was not a normal boy. I didn't play with guns or soldiers or any other boy toys. I did love to play dolls with Louise the girl next door. She was older than me by two months. I can't count how many times I heard that one. When we were small we played together all the time. I knew that other kids our age lived on the street but They didn't come down as far as we lived. I had two sisters both older. Louise had four sisters and four brothers. She had two older sisters and one older brother. The rest of her family was younger. Her brother Peter started to call me a sissy for playing with dolls all the time. That was the first time I ever heard that word. I didn't take it as derogatory. I thought it just meant you played with dolls.

Peter used to hang out with another kid on the street. His name was Jack. My sisters didn't like him. Peter was bad enough but when He and Jack came around together there was sure to be trouble. It was autumn, September to be more exact. We had both started second grade. Louise and I were in the woods, a forested area that belonged to her family I think it was about an acre, anyway we were playing with her dolls I don't even remember what game it was we were playing when up came Peter and Jack. "Look at the two girls playing with the dolls." Louise retorted with the childhood cure all. "I'm going to tell". Peter came up to her real close and slapped her. "Shut-up! crybaby." "If you tell I will just hit you again." "Mom and Dad aren't around all the time" I told him to stop, Whap, I got hit to. "Hey Pete" Jack called out. "Lets check them out". "Good idea." Agreed Peter. "Louise come over here." Over she went, not wanting to get hit again. He grabbed the waistband of her shorts and pulled them down. She stood there with her shorts down around her knees. I had seen her genitals before. We always went pee in the woods, it was fun. I knew the difference between us but it was just the way it was. She stopped crying and stood there while both of the big boys looked at her. I thought she was being strong by not crying. I must have jumped out of my skin when Jack grabbed me from behind, "Your turn sissy." Those were his exact words. My shorts were down, but he didn't stop there.

He pulled my sneakers, sox, shorts, underwear and shirt off also. I was naked. Both of them laughed. "Turn around sissy." I turned around and they laughed again. "Look at his cock." Jack sputtered. "It is so tiny." Peter told Louise to go home with her dolls threatening her with a beating if she told. Off she went. I was glad she got out of it even if I didn't. Peter reassured Jack they were safe. "Get over here sissy!" Jack called me over close. He reached out and grabbed my little penis. He pulled it saying that he was going to make it grow. I cried out. It didn't hurt that much but I was scared.

Peter pulled down his pants and pulled out his cock. He had some hair and he was way bigger than I was. "Look here sissy." "This is what a cock is supposed to look like. We was standing there erect. I knew I would never be that large. Jack shoved me forward. "Get a close look sissy." "Kneel down." I was inches from Peters cock. "Suck on it fat assed sissy." Peter put his hand behind my head and rubbed his cock on my lips. "Yeah, suck it Sissy Bobbie or I will hit you again." I took the head in my mouth and started to suck. Did I say he was real big. "Not like that sissy." Jack yelled. "You are so stupid." He grabbed my ears and started to slide my mouth over Jacks cock. It didn't take long for Peter to spurt. At first I thought it was pee but it didn't taste like pee did and it had the consistancy of warm raw egg. "Swallow it Sissy." I did. Jack then shoved his hard cock into my mouth. He pumped in and out until he also spurted into my mouth. I swallowed that also. They both punched me around a little bit telling me they would kill me if I told anyone what happened. Off they went. I later heard that they told Peters parents that they caught me and Louise naked and playing with each other in the woods. She was never alowed to play with me again.

After that I was alone. Jack and Peter took me into the woods everytime they could catch me. Just to suck them they never took my clothes off again. I never told anyone what happened, but they did.

They brought a big kid named Parks with them one time. He was in high school. They caught me on the way home from school. "Meet us in the woods sissy bobbie or we will beat you up right now." I knew what they wanted. If I did what they wanted me to do they would not beat me up so I agreed. I went to the woods and waited for them. The three of them came up the hill.

"Take off your clothes sissy." "Parks wants to see your fat ass" I stripped. Peter took out his cock. "Get started Bobby" I got on my knees and started to suck him as I was taught when Parks stopped us. "Peter, lay down. Let the sissy kneel over you when he sucks." Peter complied. I got down on all fours between his legs and started to suck him again.

Jack and Parks were behind me. "He has a big butt, did you ever fuck him Jack?" Parks asked. "What do you mean Parksie" Jack didn't have a clue, neither did I yet. "Keep doing what you are doing Bobby." Parks told me. I could feel him put his hands on my bottom spreading my cheeks. He pushed something agains't my pooper. It didn't hurt much at first them it started to hurt. Peter by this time was well on his way. He started to slap me. "Don't stop Bobby he said as he slapped me again and again. Parks was pushing into me. I could feel something go into my ass, as I sucked Peter. Jack was laughing that laugh of his. "I'm going to do that after you Parksie." Peter stopped slapping me while he spurted into my mouth. He crawled out from under me to see what Parks was doing. The two of them watched while Parks pumped me in the butt. I heard him groan before I felt him cum in my ass. It felt hot, My little cock was hard. "Shit Bobby. You are a good fuck." Parks said as his cock slid out of my ass. "My turn, Jack pushed his way behind me. He rammed his cock into me. Lucky for me Parks had lubed it up.

"How did it feel Parks" Peter asked. This sissy's ass feels great, almost like a pussy"Parks said. Jack was humping agains't me for a time. I had my head on the ground, ass in the air. "Hurry Jack, I want to try" Peter urged.

Jack spurted into me Peter took his turn. Later that week the three of them broke into the high school. They went away for a while to reform school. Peter and Jack never bothered with me

again . Parks didn't for a while then he started to come around again.

That was how it started.

Every few months I would go to the dentist. He was sure to find some work to do. He didn't use novicane or any pain killer. He just drilled. I didn't think it was unusual, besides after I was done in the chair I would get to see Mary up close. She always wore a white uniform it was real tight on her. She made a big deal over me and I loved every minute of it. One day I was walking home from school. I had to walk right by the building they had the dental office in. I just wanted to see Mary and get a hug like she always gave me. It was on the second floor. It had a dark wood grain door with window that you couldn't see through. I opened the door and walked into the waiting room. It was empty. Mary's desk was vacant. She was always in that chair. I could smell her purfume. I opened the second door and walked into the work area. I saw Dr August, then I saw Mary in the chair. He was rubbing against her.

I must have said something, I don't remember. What I do remember is Dr August's cock, Mary's Pussy, her white garter belt and the tops of her white stockings. They both scrambled. Dr August Turned away from me and zipped up, Mary pulled down her tight white uniform, and I got "what are you doing here" from two different directions. I made up some lame excuse about a filling I had gotten earlier in the week. Mary left the room and Dr August got me into the chair and checked the filling. Of course it was fine.

I was sworn to secrecy by him. He was married and had two kids, I was an alter boy with his son. I agreed not to say anything. When I got to the waiting room Mary was there. Even as young as I was I could see she was very nervous. "Bobby, you can't breathe a word about this to anyone" She said. "I won't Mary" I told her. I got my hug. I still saw her on Sundays, my mother still talked about her hats. She is dead now. Thats is why I am telling you about it twenty five years later.

It wasn't the next trip to the Dentist but the one after that when she asked if I knew where she lived. Of course I did. She asked me to visit her on Wednesday after school when the office was closed. I said I would see her on Wednesday.

At 2:30PM sharp I was knocking on her front door. She wasn't wearing her white uniform or her church dresses. She had on a house coat and no hat. "Come on in Bobby" I got some cookies and milk for you. I followed her into the kitchen, sat in the chair she directed me to and we had a snack just the two of us. "How is school going, What have you been doing with yourself." Small talk, She was someone special to me.

She asked what I saw that day in the office. I told her what I saw and that I would not tell anyone. She kissed me on the forehead and said "I know you won't Bobby, but where did you learn those words."I told her about Peter and Jack.

I finished my snack, she helped me with my coat, zipped me up and she kind of grabbed my bottom with her right hand. "You have as big a bottom as I do" She giggled, "I know it sticks out funny" I said. "Come back in here I want you to try something for me." She called me into her bedroom she had a pair of her panties in her hand. "Here try these on for me." " Call me when you have them on."

I knew my underwear didn't fit right. These was lots of room up front and the back was really tight. When I put on Mary's panties they fit perfectly over my large backside. I called her in. She came in giving me the once over. "These fit you real good." She said as she rubbed her hand across my bottom. "Turn around Bobby and let me see the front." I turned and she looked at the front. "They fit real well here to, I was worried about that but you are small enough so it doesn't get tight on you at all". She rubbed my front and fingered the elastic at the legs. "You are small there aren't you Bobby". She rubbed my front again through the panties. "You need to wear these for special and don't let anyone see them." "When they need washing bring them over and I will get you another pair." "Come to see me and Dr August tomorrow and wear your new panites for me OK." "OK Mary I can stop right after school." She kissed me good by and I left.

The next day both Mary and Dr August were waiting for me. "Come in Bobby we are ready for you. Right away Mary said "Bobby, why don't you show Dr August your new panties." I took off my pants and turned for them."You are right Mary" He said, "Look at it". He reached down and rubbed my bottom and asked me several questions. "Do I like sports" No "Do I play with boys or girls" Girls "Do I like dolls" Yes "Do I wish I was a girl" Yes. Mary was there helping. "Do you know what a sissy is Bobby" Yes, I did by then. "Do you think you are a sissy" Dr August asked me. "Yes I am a sissy".

The whole time Dr August had his hand on my bottom. "Bobby, could you take off your panties so the Doctor can get a good look at you." I took off the panties and put them on the chair. I could see both of them looking at my cock. "Now that is tiny." Dr August said. He reached out and fondled me. "His balls are like little peas and his cock is less than an inch." He said. He held on to my cock with two fingers and kind of rolled it. Mary said: "Bobby, Dr August is going to show you his cock, them I will show you what girls do as a favor to men OK" Dr August pulled down his pants and Mary held his hard cock. "Come closer Bobby you can touch it too." I stepped closer and touched Dr Augusts cock with one finger. "Like this Bobby." She grabbed my hand and wrapped it around his cock. She knelt down next to me and said "Now watch what I do." She slipped it into her mouth until her lips touched my hand. "Why don't you do it to Bernie and I will do it to you OK" I nodded as she turned and started to suck on my cock. I slid Dr August's cock into my mouth like I always did with Peter and Jack. It was hard to concentrate with Mary sucking me. She held my bottom with one hand and stuck a finger from her other hand into my butt hole. "Bernie, you are going to like this." She said between strokes. Dr August didn't answer her he had my hair twisted around his fingers and was fucking my face. When he came I swallowed it all. "Bobby, don't stop keep going." Mary instructed. I kept sliding his cock across my lips and sucking, He was soon hard again.

"OK Bobby, Kneel down for the doctor." I knelt down in front of him and Mary. I looked back and saw Mary directing his cock into my ass. This wasn't the first time I had done this so I knew what was coming. I relaxed and waited. It happened more gently than it did the last time. Mary reach around and was rubbing my cock while Dr August started to push into me. Soon I could feel his balls hitting on mine as he started to go at me. When he shot into me, I had a wonderful feeling on my cock from Mary rubbing me.

When everyone was dressed again I got the old "Make sure you don't tell anyone Bobby OK." Mary walked me out of the building, she hugged me at the door and said "You know Bobby, you are special we need to take a trip". "I will check with your parents and make sure it is OK."

It was OK with my parents, anything Mary asked was OK with them. The plan was for me to spend Friday night at her house and leave early on Saturday for Hartford where she was going to visit a friend and I was to babysit.

When I got there on Friday after school Mary was in the car waiting for me. "Come on get in Bobby." "We are going to leave right away. I called Rosemary and told her we would be early." We didn't go to Hartford, she headed right to New York. At the time I didn't know New York at all. My grandmother lived on Long Island but I never got to Manhattan.

As it turned out Rosemary had a nice apartment in the village. It was late when we got there and settled. Rosemary was Mary's age. It turns out they grew up togather in Flushing. "So this is your sissy bobby huh Mary." "He is cute we need to do his hair before we introduce him around." "Bobby,, will you take all the bags into the bedroom. You get the shower first, then me."

I brought the bags in and went to the bathroom. I took a quick shower and was toweling off when Mary knocked at the door. She had a robe on which she was taking off as she spoke. You saved me some hot water didn't you bobby?" I stammered out a yes. She was not a small woman. She had to have a 36 chest with C cups breasts. Her nipples were hard like erasers and they were on a dark, aerola silver dollar sized. I could see her rib cage, she was not fat, she had a hard flat stomach and hips that flared out. Her pubic hair was long, but her legs were perfectly shaved. I could see the shadow of hair under her arms. She just smiled at me and gave me a kiss. After she jumped into the shower I looked out into the bedroom and saw Rosemary staring at me.

"Come out bobby so I can see you better." I grabbed my things and went into the bedroom. She beconned me to stand close. She took the towel and tossed it onto the bathroom floor. "You can take care of that later." She held my sholders and looked at my eyes, my face, she stroked my neck with one hand then ran both of her hands across my sholders and down to my hips. She turned me so I was facing to the bathroom again. I could see Mary finishing with her shower. Rosemary started at my neck ran her hands down my back, across my bottom and down my thighs. My penis was hard when she reached it. She held it between two fingers and then she rubbed my balls. "Bobby you are as small as Mary said you were." "I thought you would be bigger." "This is good." "We are going to a party tomorrow night and we are going to bring you." "I know some people that would like to meet you." "Before we do anything we need to have your hair done and get you some clothes." "You will love shoping in New York."

"Are you two getting acquainted?" Mary was back in the room. She crossed the room, dropped her towel and put on her robe. "Bobby could you clean up the bathroom I need to plan with Rosemary. OK. I grabbed the towel off the floor where she dropped it and went into the bathroom to tidy things. "You two need to be at Bonnies at nine that is about an hour before she opens for business." "Then hop on the subway up to Lord and Taylor." "We can catch a late lunch then come back here and get ready to go." It sounded like it was going to be a full day for me tomorrow. I had long since decided that there would be no babysitting job.

I slept on the couch while Mary and Rosemary shared the bedroom. I heard them talking softly and giggling until late. I could hear the traffic on the street and every now and then I could hear people outside. This was something that was different from new england.

Rosemary woke me at 7:00AM. "Come on lazy bones do you like toast and coffee for breakfast?" That was the first time I had coffee. It was instant but I liked it anyway. I was going shopping in New York with Mary Anthony. I knew she was going to buy hats.

Bonnie's turned out to be a beauty parlor. She was also an old friend of Mary's. She washed my hair and looked at it wet for a minute. "I know what to do." She finally said. She trimmed a little and combed it parted on the left. "That is how you do it as a boy." "Am I right?" Yes she knew how my hair acted. My hair was dark shade of auburn I had curls that would not quit. The only time I could get a comb through it was when it was dripping wet, then let it air dry. Bonnie then got out her thinning shears and clipped more, then she combed it straight back. Then she dried it just using the rat tail comb. More trimming at the sides. "This is how you do it as a girl." "Did you see how I did that?" I said I did. She messed it up and told me to comb it like a boy. I had no trouble with that I had been doing it forever by then. "OK, good job." "Now do it like a girl." This I needed more coaching with. After two trys I had it. When I looked in the mirror I saw a girl looking back at me. The sideburns now feathered to a point. I knew that when my hair dried it would be really full.

We jumped on a subway downtown and went to Lord and Taylors, girls department. Mary was good. She grabbed three things off the rack and told me to go into the dressing room and try them on. She would find some more and help me. I found the dressing room and stripped down to my panties. The first thing I put on was a bra. It was the right size and I almost filled the A cup. The saleslady came in with more clothes from Mary. She didn't notice I was a boy. Mary came in like a storm. Adjusting and looking. She handed me a blouse. It was white with little black eyed susans on it. I buttoned it up and with the bra it looked like I had small boobs. "OK, take that off this is next." It was white silk, a camisol. The spagetti straps held it up, then she handed me a navy blue silk dress. It was sleeveless and tight. It stopped halfway down my thigh. We need some stockings and a garter belt for you. I looked in the mirror and I was hooked. I looked as pretty as any girl in my school. "I feel beautiful Mary." I started to tear up. She kissed me and said "Wait until Rosemary finishes with you if you think you are pretty now."

We ended up leaving Lord and Taylors with three outfits for me two for Mary and six hat boxes. I had a blast. We met Rosemary for lunch at an automat. I showed her my dress. We chatted about clothes for almost the full lunch. Then Rosemary said "We had better go get ready." The three of us took the subway to Rosemarys.

I got to shower first again. I was rushed naked into the bedroom. Mary gave me a garter belt and sheer black colored stockings. "No panties for anyone tonight bobby." I started to put on the stockings when Rosemary said "Not yet sweetie" "Sit down here." I got a manicure and a pedicure. The nail polish was red. "Sit there until I tell you to move. I waited while Mary finished in the shower, then I helped her do her nails. Rosemary came out of the shower and asked Mary if my polish was dry yet. It was. First came the garter and stockings. The Rosemary helped me with my hair. Lots of hairspray. Then she put eyeshadow, eyeliner and mascara. Then she helped me get my dress on. I looked real good in those colors. Mary was right, Rosemary definately made me look much prettier than I did earlier in the day. I looked, I just looked sexy, I felt sexy. Mary had on a miniskirt and a see through blouse and rosemary wore black leather pants with the crotch open and a black leather bra. She looked scary.

No subway this time. We all three hopped into a cab. "Where to ladies?" the driver asked. Rosemary gave him an address.

When we pulled up in front of the building the doorman opened the door for us and asked if we were with the Peterson party. Mary said we were and he told us to use the south elevator and take it to the 15th floor. We held the elevator for another couple. It was a young girl maybe sixteen probably two years older than I. The woman with her was very attractive, blond and about Mary's age. I smiled at the girl, she smiled back, but the woman just looked stern at the two of us. Rosemary pushed me out of the elevator first. She kept her hand on my sholder.

We were greeted by a woman in her mid thirtys. Her name was Brenda. Rosemary knew her and the woman was glad she was able to come to the party. Mary also knew her. I was just introduced as bobbie. The woman gave Rosemary a look and asked if I was the sissy. When Rosemary nodded yes Brenda said "Very nice you absolutely cannot tell." "Bobby, I want you to meet my husband Tom, better yet, see that man in the black/grey stripped shirt over there? I looked over to where she gestured and saw the man she meant. "Yes", I said. "Good go over and say,'Where can a girl get a drink' OK?" Mary laughed and gave her assent. Over I went. The three ladies were watching me.

I went right up to Tom. He was talking about golf with some other man. I said "Excuse me Tom, Do you know where a girl might get a drink?" "sure honey what are you having?" I hadn't thought that far ahead. I stammered out "Do you have any wine?" "Sure do. Is Rose' OK." I had no idea what it was but I said Yes any way. As he poured me a glass the man he was talking to introduced himself as Dave. He shook my hand. He just held my hand as he shook it he didn't squeeze at all. I said "Pleased to meet you Dave, I am bobbie." "Who are you with?" I said I was with Mary and Rosemary he lit up. Mary is here he said and he looked around until he saw her with Brenda. "Does she have your suprise with her Dave?" Tom asked.

He handed my the glass of wine and looked at me funny. Did you say that you were here with Rosemary?" Tom asked me. "Yes I am" Both of the guys gave me the once over. Tom and Dave were in the kitchen and I was kind of between counters in the entrance of the kitchen. Rosemary came up behind me and said "What do you think guys?" As she said it she pulled up my dress and exposed my genitals. Both Tom and Dave got real big eyed as they looked at my little penis. "Holy shit!" "I never would have guessed. Tom said. By this time both Brenda and Mary were there laughing. Mary looked at Dave and said "Happy Birthday lover!" "She whispered in my ear that I was to have that glass, one more then switch to coke. "Go ahead and find the food bobbie" Brenda told me. I held my glass of wine like I always had one and went into the living room where the most people were and found a snack tray.

I took a stuffed mushroom and was eating it when the girl from the elevator came up to me and asked my name. She introduced herself as Eve. As I said she was older by probably two years. she asked me if this was my first sex party. I said yes. She said she had been coming to them for over two years they come up about every six months of so, always at a different place. The last one was at a club in the village. They usually start quicker than this. Last time there were people going at it by now. She told me that she remembered Rosemary from the last time.

Brenda and Dave came over and guided me to the sofa. Brenda sat on my left and Dave sat on my right. I could see Mary and Tom starting to get close in the kitchen. Rosemary was headed for the blond that was with Eve in the elevator. The woman looked pale when she saw who was headed her way.

Brenda sat close so out thighs were touching, Dave sat away a little, but he held my hand. Brenda asked me how old I was. I told her that I was fourteen. She next asked me how long since I had been a virgin. I told her I had been at it since I was eight. She looked suprised and Dave asked if I had been with a man before. Brenda was rubbing my inner thigh, I could feel my breathing speed up. "Yes" I answered Dave's question.

I looked over at Eve. She was with some older woman seated across from us. She was kneeling at the womans feet rubbiong the outside of her thighs. Rosemary had the blond woman, I was later to find out her name was Terry, kneeling in front of her kissing her crotch.

Mary was laying on the counter with her legs up and Tom was pumping into her. I spread my thighs to allow Brenda to stroke me if she wished. Dave unzipped my dress and said "It is a pretty dress, I don't want to see it ruined". I said "thank You and slipped it over my head. Now I was in my new camisol, garter belt and stockings. Brenda leaned over and kissed me slipping her tongue into my mouth. I kissed her back. I was really getting hot by this time. Dave spread my legs open wide and knelt between them. He took my tiny penis and my little balls in his mouth and started to suck me. Brenda broke the kiss and took off her dress. She was naked underneath. She stripped the rest of my clothes off then she started with Daves clothes.

Eve was by this time licking the womans crotch. The woman was moaning. Mary was sucking some guy while Tom pumped her. Rosemary had Terry undressing. Somewhere she picked up a riding crop and she was threatening the woman with it.

Dave was naked by this time. He had my ankles, one in each hand over my head and was poking me in the butt with his large, very large penis. Brenda was kneeling astride me with her crotch in my face. I had never done it before but she guided me where she wanted me to go. Dave had penetrated me and was starting to pump into me. He was larger that Peter and much larger than Dr August. He had lubed his cock up with something because it didn't hurt when it went in. It seemed to keep going in farther and farther, it must have been a lot longer than I thought. Just before I started to cramp I felt his balls slapping my butt and I knew that was as far iin me as he was going to go. He started to get a rythum. He leaned over and kissed me sliding his tongue into my mouth.

The room became a flash of flesh. Everyone was doing someone or being done. Mary had two guys and a girl in here group. Rosemary had a guy pumping into her while Terry tongued her butt. Eve was licking the older woman while some guy was ramming her from behind.

Dave was pumping into my ass and some strange guy had his cock in my mouth. There was also a cock in my right hand I was stroking. Brenda was, I don't know where. I just lost track of everyone.

After Dave came in my ass someone else took his place. I had been turned over, I was on my knees. I turned and saw it was Tom. I smiled at him and told him to make me enjoy it. He laughed and said watch me lover.

I was fucked by six cocks that night, I sucked that many to orgasm. there were others that I just sucked but they didn't come in my mouth. Rosemary fucked me with a dildo. I licked Mary's pussy until she came in my mouth. I also licked Rosemary's pussy. Mary sucked my tiny cock, so did Eve. I never got to have the second glass of wine.

When the party broke up Brenda and Tom wanted me to stay for a private party. Mary said we had to plan that for the next time. I finally found all my clothes, I went to the bathroom, washed all the come off of me and got dressed.

We left the city after we woke up, around noon. Rosemary told Mary that she would call her with the gossip. On the way home Mary asked me if I had fun. "I had a great time. I love all of your friends and I would love to do it again." "Good" was Mary's reply. "I go down to the city every two weeks." "I stay with different people mostly with Tom and Brenda." "You can come with me every time I go."

I was still dress as a girl. I would have to go into Mary's house when we got back, do my hair and change into a boy (yuk) again. She told me about Rosemary's little blond. It seems that Terry was very popular in high school and made Rosemary kiss her feet at school. Rosemary was getting her revenge over a period of years.

We got back to new england just after two. I changed and was home by three thirty. We had planned to be back by four. My parents asked if I had any problems babysitting.

After the party at Brenda's I kind of had a change in my attitude. I no longer felt like a victim. I knew that I made a much beter girl than I did a boy. Puberty seemed to have passed me by and I decided to just be myself. Soon I would be in high school and after that I would be on my own. I would be my own person. If I couldn't be a girl then I would be a sissy. Thank God for Rene Richards!!!

On Wednesdays I would go to Mary's house. She would help me be a better girl. She taught me how to do my own make-up, she showed me how to dress, what was appropriate for what. She bought more outfits for me. I helped her try on her hats. She gave me pills to take to make me softer and to help my breasts to grow. On Thursdays I would go to Mary's houser and dress as bobbie. Walk to Dr August's office and sit in his chair. He loved to fuck me in that chair. Parks got out of the army and called me. We went out to the movies. I sucked him off and told him the next time I would be a girl for him. We started to date.

I became a regular in the city. There were a lot of people that really liked girlie boys. I got to know a lot of people there.

Now it seems like an era has passed. I have been on my own since I got out of high school in l985. I moved to New York and have been living full time as a woman ever since. I had the operation in 1992. I can now have vaginal sex. I felt nothing but relief when I woke up and my penis was gone. It gave me nothing but problems. I never grew over 5'5". My weight is the same as it was in high school 125#. I have brown eyes, but sometimes I wear green contacts. I got my degree from NYU law. I got a glowing recommendation from a faculity member. I have glossed over much of my life but I hope to fill in the details later.

  

  

  

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